You Dont Know My Feelings

oh ,
i am in love with this FT island song ~
the lyrics of the song is really heartbreaking~
thanks for my sis for finding it , if not i will
only be stucked to FT island's heaven song..
ahahhahas:)
anyway ,
yesterday chatted wif darina very long time?
like nehver that long before :)
ahahahas :)
yes!! finally i am buying a new bag ..
hahahahahs:) so happy erh~~
den just now wen lot one wif family ..
i got buy sooyoung strap ~
hahahahas :) yAY!! kyu got partner alr~ lol ..
LAME...
o.o suddenly i wan seohyun and jinwoon in u got married..
haiz....
so hungry leh ...
hmppp..... YES!! tmr can meet darina~ finally ~
got so much to talk bout rite?? ahahahs :)
well , of course got alot ...
ahahahs:) and tmr got practical .. been waiting~
so happy !!!! and next week monday alr got camp ..
whoa so fast eh ?? :) need a sleeping bag immediately ..
well , will find one soon ler..
ending here soon ~
off to do something else now~ bye~!!!
-nora-

Not Knowing What I Did Was Wrong

not posting arh .. very lazy ...
just go darina blog to know wad happened today
went we went yew tee ahahahahs:)
I'm Confused~
And I Hate Someone (not darina)
And They Knew About It Ler...

i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore

another day pass ...
so fast wen i dun wait for e day to finish ..
haiz...
today never went swimming cos of my sore throat
..
like i cant talk properly in school and prayuok
kept asking me to talk ley.. like WTh?? my throat
was like in pain alr and he ask me to talk to him?
anyway ,
saw them swimming and wished i could too.. i just
had to be sick today .. well at least not
during camp or darina will like freakinf kill me
if i dun attend the cohort camp thingy..
ahahahahhas:0
currently stucked to kara - lupin even though
i dont really like them but i just love e dance
and e song ..ahahahahhahas :)
den saw them all swimming and i want to go too..
today also nvr go badminton , so went bak wif
jiamin and darina ....
yup .. they all also nvr go .. :)
den while we were passing e canteen .. darina
was like jumped ? den i turned and saw HIM!!
yes ! HIM!!!! ahahahhas.. that bag colour !!!
and jiamin was like 'eerrrr' but i cant freaked
out if i were to freak out , i will like lose
my freaking voice arh ... haiz..... den darina
was like dun go yet arh .. den go buy her milo
and e other person went down .. and darina was
like dying.. and she said he smiled.. AWW>>
i missed it seyy.. haizz.. at least i got to
sim HIM smile ~ muahahahahahs :) CUTE HaNdSOME sey~~
eh-eh ... if only i didnt have a sore throat...
den we went out and waited for e freaking bus..
and HE walked pass... i was like wad? DYING!!
i was like smiling and dying cos i suddenly went
and put my head down.. i darina was like
'nora's dying! nora's dying' yea.. yea.. i noe ler..
den she was dissapointed cos that person wasnt out yet
so we took e bus and we look at e window to see if
he went out but not there at all ...
but at least she got to see him rite? hhahahas :)
anyway , pass my maths i got A2 !!! yea, but science
okay larh .... :) o.o i bought a new PE shirt...
i bought Gumption cos i want buy all but buying one
first lor.. hHAHAHAHS ) hope my voice will be okay ~
ahahahahhas :) cos they kept laughing at my voice -.-
LOL!!
ending here ~
oh before i forget someone like someone rite?
(darina and jiamin should noe hu i am talking bout)
-nora-

Wanting someone, and waiting, that's so hard.

hey there .. yesterday didnt post cos not in th freaking mood~
so i will post about yesterday first ler ...
so yesterday ,
took e bus wif darina , den blahblah....
den in e morning was hoping for some ppl to come
but they had common test so they didnt freaking
went to e canteen .. haizz....
den i was like damn pissed wif darina ..
ahahahahs...yea.. .pissed ~
den got Home Econ Test , okay larh .. hope pass...
den got some stuffs...
den recess ... duh?!!?
den skipskip till end of school ,
cos i cant rmb wad exactly happened at skol
yesterday ler...
den went canteen ,, den i saw that person !!!!!
ahahahahs...
FREAKING followed ... Creepy eh ?? yea...
den went bus stop ... den bus came den darina
was like pulling me not to get into e bus but i
force her and dragged her in... muahahhahas:)
i noe larh .. hu wans to get in but ...
den took one round... den OMG!!!!!! darina was
like shaking whole holding e camera after i shouted
not loudly to her .. OMG!!!!!!! ahahhahahs...
he freaking cross e road and took a bus !~ ahahahhas..
yes!!! he was like freaking one seat away onli sey!! OMG!!
cant u seriously believe it? and darina was like
cant stop smiling ? lol ... ahahhahas..
WEIRD!!!!!! he is like THERE ?? and u are sliding??
ahahahhahas... LOL!Q!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
den he went down and end of story ler...... ahahhahas:)

TODAY
so erm.. nothing much happened today ler...
like usual .. prayuok still havent had enough ..
haiz..... darina was like so damn pissed ler..
den me and darina during english cant freaking shuddup!!
ahahahhahs.. the usual ler.. of course....
den my cough wont stop and my nose kept flowing ~
damn irritated... tmr cant go swimming... unless
i want to have a freaking fever lerh which i am not!!
den after mt which we did a dance ? lol .. yea.. a dance~
lol ... damn random le...ahahahs..but quite fun !!!
den got music den went we walking that freakiing time,
darina .... saw the other someone ... he was like just
up there sey,, darina and me was like looking out for like wad?
not even a freaking min sey... haizzz... den my freaking
voice changed ?? becos of e throat sore thingy ler...
den hyungin and seoyoung said it sound cute.. lol..
i hate it cos my throat hurt alot arh... not fun~!
den after that tat person wen it back .. after
music went home.... saw HIM!!!!1 i saw HIM!!!!!!
he went down... darina was high but not much cos
the other someone not there.. too bad.... well at
least he was there up there i mean ,,, ahhahahhahahas:)
den we waited for that other someone but he is not there..
so we went out.. and that person freaking walked pass US!
he was LIKE JUST BESIDE SEY!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!
CUTE NYER!!!!!!!! HANDSOME NYER!!!!!!!!!!!! CUTE!!!!!
eh-eh !!!!!!!!!! darina u should noe how i am feeling rite?
eh-eh !!!!!!!! ahahahhas:0
den took e bus and darina was irritated by e guy .. lool
den went home~
bye~

-nora-

To that someone~

erm .. this is my second post of e day :)
so later there will be more kays?

it must be really hurting isnt it ? i can really feel how you feeling rite now ~
you might not need some pitiness but i do for you ...
who the freaking person that did such a thing to you?
you may not know me but i know you ..i can feel this for you ..
i may be just someone but to me . you are something ~
well , maybe you are right that person is not right for you ?
you should find someone better~ it hurts so badly right ?
till you drop a tear ? but you should still be yourself dun try to
be someone your not ~!it hurts alot right to have someone doing that to you ?
i gone through the same thing as you before~
why is it that you make my heart just drop ?
why is it that you have to be like this?
why must it be you even if i only like you?
how i wish i was there now beside you ..
maybe i could really see how u feeling?
you might be happy but you are hurting alot right? how i wish you afe my friend... den i could really be by your side now ..and tell you that it will be alright ~
i noe that i am nothing to you ,but i really feel i have to do something?
maybe if i could see you tomorrow i might know how you are now ?!
i wish everything is alright ..
i have never seen you so freaking mad before~
i have never seen you so pissed before~
i hope you will feel better ...
pls try to be yourself dun be someone you are
not okays ?

i may like you but you dun
even noe i existed in this world..
how i wish we met and we became
friends ?
so it wouldnt be awkward?
but i dun care

-nora-

It was fun but you werent there ~

met darina today ~
muahahahahhs :)
yea...
erm.. very fun and alot of laughter~
went comics there .. darina bought her
hyuk but kyu wasnt there.. so sad .. like
seriously it wasnt there.. it was sold out
wth!!! well , at least he got alot of
fans !! KYUHYUN FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
erm went studying at Library ..
ahahhahas..
sat at this tiny stools .. well , one was blue
the other was red.. (darina !! ahahahaahs)
well , do maths problems den chatted ..DUH>?
den went around to search again if there is
seats at the bigger places.. den darina was walking
den she accidentally hit this giy with nice hair
and a nice voice saying sorry to her..
OH! OH!! OH!!! cool eh ? lol ... like OMG arh~
den saw so many rambut cantik seyy ..
like everywhere at the library .. WOW!!
YES WOW!!!! den darina told me something
after watching amigo mv by shinee ..
den we went straight to the computers there...
den OMG?!>!>!>! i freaked out so damn badly till
i fell from the chair!!! SERIOUSLY!!! damn
embarrassing sey ... WTH!! darina and me was
still laughing.. like i fell like fell as in
drop !!! OMG!!! ahahahahahaas:) still replaying
in my freaking mind.. TAT vid THAT part he seriously
look like him!!!! (only darina and some might noe hu)
ahahahas:) like same excatly .. must rmb to put e
vid inside my ipod .. ahahahas.. so i could
freaking stare at it..
den after studying wen to camwhore at e freaking toliet..
lol .. yea.. e toliet out of all places ///:)
den we went eat ice-cream den got this guy who darina
says look like g-dragon // lol ???? betul ker ??
neh mind.. talk-talk here and there.. and it started
to freaking RAIN HEAVILY ~!!!!!
so walked around abit and sat down cos tired at FC!!
like aunties like that juz nnow .. den wen we went home
it still freaking raining.. den i got a freaking flu
!!!!!
aish!!! i still goin skol tmr ..YUP!!!! i must!!!!!
e flu is like running down my nose sey... so disturbing~
ahahahaas...
like really ~ flowing!!!
ahahahas
-nora-

Can’t you hear my beating heart?

me and darina are like damn hyper today like seriously~
got detention today!! muahahahas :) lol.. -.-" like
damn happy cos both kyu and minho was there ?!!!
kyu wore glasses ... CUTENESS!!!!
ahahahhahahas :) HANDSOME - NYER!!!!!!!!!!
like seriously no joke sey ... den wen he came in ,
like i suddenly said to darina 'darina! aku nak tidor arh!'
like meaning 'darina , i want to sleep' den she burst out
laughing.. i didnt really want to sleep but beocs i cant
stare at kyu larhs.. den instead of sleepin i was laughing
so damn hard with my dear fren darina.. muahahahahas:)
i can literally replay it in my brain....
kays~ lololololol... so CUTE!!! kays... den need do e maths
thingy arh.... HAND PAIN SEY!!! like e fastest time ever
i did my maths sey .. haiz.....
so tired den after tat wen straight to lot one there..
alrite do some usual stuffs met nisa den we go say
byebye~ den me and darina went comics and we SAW A
GROUP OF FANBOYS!!! ahahhahas :) one of them was like in
love wif tiffany ?!??! ahahahhas:) den he bought e freaking
strap :) hahahahas:) yea... and he wore it.. awwww....
such a fanboy!!!!!!!!!!! so cute i mean as a fanboy to
SNSD ???? ahahahhas:0p llololoollolol....
den me and darina laughed like there is no tmr again~
not at him but and others..
den we went down.. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so many of them like seriously kper?? like
so many rambut cantik !!!!!!!!!!!! like damn nice can ?
kays it means (nice hair) if you noe wad me and darina
likes in hair den you noe wad i mean by nice hair?!?!
ahaahahahs:)
they were like in a straight line sey!!!!!!! like allQ!!!
ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! most of them
fit their face weell...ahahahhas:)
anyway ...
stilll ...
ahahahahs:0
kays ending here ler.. cos dunno wad to post
cos today i think i will post at my private blog
about some stuffs ahahahahahs:)
bye~

i want to have you but it's imposible

kays ~
today i am damn happy .. muahahhahahhas :)
ike seriously saw all four man !! cute nyer!!!
ahahahahs :)
so wad happened today ? hmm... let's see ,
cant remember much leh cos damn sleepy ~
haizz...
dunno wad to post leh actually~
o.o u noe minho is damn creepy .. like seriously~
ahahhas.. rite darina ??? :)
like he freaking turned and darina cant stop
staring but wen he turned onli damn creepy ..
ike seriously seram.. onli me and darina will
understand ler.. lolz...
kays.. tmr got common test on geography ,..
GD lUCK EVERYONE!!!
ahahahas:)
and budak cermin mata hijao is like seriously
everywhere? like asal dgn dier ? ahahhas..lol
like everywhere!!!! lol..
and..
tmr goin lot one yeah!!! so damn haappy~
and today mnet countdown!!! OMG!!!! MINHYUK
damn tall!!!!!!!!! cute nyer~~~
o.o
ahahahhas...
ending here today ~
bbye~

-nora-

If i was lucky enough ,

to darina ~
if you want to read about wad happened on Recess just now.
pls read at my private blog kays ? ahahahhas :)
but i will update later at night.. lolxx....
erm...
today got swimming .. YEAH!!! finally sey , been a long
time since i swim in the water yar? ahahahhahas :)
but i was tortured by DARINA~~ like seriously i was
alomst drowned ..thank god for jolee ler .. if not
i dunno wad is gonna happened .. she kept pushing me
and i kept ending up almost in the middle of the water..
haizz...
o.o
didnt get disturbed by prayuok today ..hahahahas:)
lucky hor ? ahahahahs :)
anyway , i got an ant bite on my right eye like
seriously ? must it be there ? aish .. when i blink
my eye .. i will feel some freaking thing there..
like it was itching during maths lesson .. i cant
take it ler.. haiz....
den MT .. like e story kinda weird i guess ?? lol..
and ,
During Science lesson me and yannie both go infront
cos both of us cant even see the board arh .
so we decided to go infront . ahahahas. cool rite?
ahahhas:) lolz.. e rest dun wan so we go ourselves..
me and yannie!!! HIGH - FIVES .!!!! i was at ease
wen i was infront cos i can see everything BIGBIG!!
ahahhhaas:)
o.o Today also got angbao from miss Tay .. ahahas:)
gd rite? she ROCK!! ahahhas:) lolx... no other teachers
will do that rite? ahahahas.. we so lucky arh..
erm.. den today never go badminton cos my eye ler.
it damn hurts wen i blink.. feel like peeling it of
kays eww...
anyway , tmr science common test so got to study
for it ... FIGHTING!! ahahhas:)
bye~

-nora-

will you ever know that i existed?

erm ...
bored now.. i'm a loner.. lol ... well it is a fact ?
but i have my friends around me ,... thank GOD !!! ahahahas:)
o.o tmr goin skol late so can sleep abit later ...
ahahahhahs:) L.A.M.E
today i went jurong point with mom and dad cos sis went out
to me her FRIEND ? ahahhahahas:)
den found out that seohyun and yonghwa is goin to be in e
series of you got married as a couple .. YEA!! but she is
so damn luckky arh.. got with yonghwa.. IT IS CONFIRM !!! :)
den rumors are spreading that there is gonna be another
couple , which is KYU and SOOYOUNG !! OMG!>!>!>!
wouldnt tat be just fun ? I CANT WAIT ... hope it is
true.. if it is , then i will be jumping in joy along
with darina ...
ahahhahas :)
yes! finally meeting her leh ... LOL .. kater Best frend ?
ahahahahs :)
"daridadadu~"
erm... currently watching some variety shows which
eeteuk and e others are in it.. lol damn funny arh...
erm... wad else?
science homework in process.. ahhahahas :) lol ~~~~~~~
posting later more. . . . hahhahahs ;)
OMG!!! finally it is tmr... ahahahahs :)
darina you should noe i wad i am trying to say rite?
ahahahahs:)

will you give me what i want ?

erm ... (the pic up there? i just love it so i posted it again ~)
cant sleep so decided to just post a short post..
well , it depends on how much i want to post and type it out ler ..
ahahhahs:) just finsih posting at my private blog :) hahahas:)
erm ...
want to chat wif ppl but no one is online so never chat ler..
want to post pictures but phone is out of battery.
like seriously at this freaking time ? aish ...
today damn tiring taking care of my cousin's children ..
like they kept running and all that ler...
so...
Love my cotton on Shirts.. hahahhas :) like damn lots..
thanks MOM !! ahahahahs :)
hmm..... i dreamt about someone today .. lol ...
it was a freaking nice dream .. (darina , you want to noe?)
i tell you on Wednesday .. ahahahhahas :)
o.o this Wednesday damn tiring arh , cos got swimming and
badminton leh .. haizzz....
eyes getting sleepy but brain still wants to play games..
not connected my body eh ? SOMEONE PLS CHAT WIF ME !!!
Gd nite ppl ~
:)

-nora-

can everything change ?

posting again ~
ahahahahahs :)
bored leh .. dunno wad to post ..
should i post here or my other blog ?
maybe here ??
anyway ,
today as usual , went out ..
while my chinese friends go visiting ,
i go out for shopping {lol? of course not...}
OMG!! downstairs the lion dance thingy is on..
damn loud can ? like seriously now ?
aish...
Kk... Erm wanted to go to e study grp but didnt
becos , i wen out wif my family ler... Found out
alot of stuff today ~ hahahahahs :) i was damn
shocked!!! I was browsing someone's fb profile
and found out something ... LOL hahahahas
:) but still who cares its long ago but he went that
school same as budak tuh( darina you should noe
hu i am talking about rite???) pissed -.-" aish~~~
anyway,
nisa u liked ring ding dong eh?? Hahahahas :) yes!!
A new member now :) hahahaha :) missed them alr
even though onli wad three days now and left wif one
freaking day left?? Hahahahahs :)
o.o she didnt update her freaking blog. I wanted to noe
wad she did wif him yesterday~~!!! haizzz--
erm.... I was readin TEENAGE and guess wad i found
out!!! The title was written as ' i'm 14 while his 17 ' sounds
familiar ?? Hahahahs :) ( daruna darina creepy rite? It is like so
related to us arh ) hahahahahs:) kays ~ wednesday i can
finally meet them .. Darina should noe larhs~ duh?!?!?!?
And , someone's _____ damn nice can ? Btw !!! Hahahahhaa:)
erm... Wad else??? Oh , me and darina decided to write to
teenage bout some things arh :) hahahahahs :) omg!!!!!!
Kyu dance!!! Still going gagagaga over it !!! Like seriously
it was dammn hot i tell you,, he can freaking dance e same
way as LEE HYUKJAE!!!
Aish.... Was watching dream team and i wa laughing damn
badly wen yonghwa and hyuk was at e rolling thingy!!!! Hahahahs
seriously should watch it.. Makmae rebellion too hilarious ppl!!
Aish!!!!
My min is blank i dunno wad to post anymore leh..
ahahahs :)
so ending here ler.. .ahahahhas :

-nora-

Can i really fell in love with you?

Erm.... Can i post again ?? Lol!!! Hahahahahs :)
anyway, i am gonna post something becos
i am like damn bored now ~like seriously damn bored!!!
Hahahahahs :) andand i just finished
watching the dance battle and OMG !!
KYU is so damn hot dancing that hiphop
dance wif teuk, hae, shindong and hyuk :)
omg!!! So damn hotness ppl!!! Like seriously
no joke man!!! Hahahahahs :)
you should really watch it leh !!! Hahahahahs :)
andand .... I xant stop smiling abouf something lol
like really.. Becos of something onli me and darina noe :)
currently posting by ipod so some typo error will occur :)
hahahahahs:) darina = must i onli realised it now???
Like now???
Hahahahahas:) he i damn cute
arh!!! Especially wen he did his hair!!!!
Omg!!!! Kays~
i noe it is weird but wen u get that type of feeling
you wont feel it i weird like seriously!!!!
He is like cute + handsome kind of guy!!!!
Like wenever we walked past him,
i neh feel like this before lik reallly not lying at all!!!
Oh me gee!!!! Hahahahaha:)
i want that type of guy~ his has nice hair, his fingers
and long and just nice??? Hahahahahs:)
lol i noe ... But still onli darina noe my feeling now!!
Rite my dear friend darina ??? Lolx !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Erm... Btw, i dun think i can go tmr study grp eh..
Cos i am goin out wif my family arh so how
to go ?!?!? Aish!!! I seriously ned to meet darina
like soon cos i got alot of things ti talk bout
now!!! Hhahhaahhahahas :) OMG He FREAKING TAG HER BLOG!!!
on VALENTINE DAY TODAY!!! and no just any tag leh
protecting her or something~
endin here for now :)

-nora-

Seriously eh , budak tinggi - cute

kays ... i created a new blog .. credits to darina for telling me this :)
ahahahahas:)
my private blog link is at my profile down there ..
so only certain ppl can view there as i will
seriously write only private stuff in there..
ahahahahas:)
hope you will understand.. i will post there only
most ppl will noe about ..
posting here will be as per normal .. :)
OMG!!!
budak tinggi is so damn cute arh ...
like seriously :)
OMG!!!
and he loooks so much like minhyuk now
that i look at it like seriously ..
dey look so much a like..
tat time one person looks like taemin
now this person looks like minhyuk pulak ?
omg ?!?!?!? if he looks like minhyuk
den he must be cute and handsome rite?
well he sure does arh ..
ahahahahas :)
anyway ,,... if you want to view my private blog..
feel free to ask me first :) ahahahahas :)and i
see whether i could add u or not.. if you are
e type where u will spread then byebye ler~
ahahahahas:)
o.o cant wait to meet darina!!!! like now i wan
to meet her.. here !!! kays
:)now off to see battle of KPOP dances
ending here..
posting lter
!!!


-nora-