i will not be posting any post soon..

I WILL BE IN MIA AFTER THIS WEEK BECAUSE OF UPCOMING EXAMS

WHICH IS NEXT WEEK AND I AM NOT GONNA WASTE MY TIME ON STUDYING

BY POSTING AND USING FACEBOOOK ...

BUT I AM ONLINE ON FACEBOOK .. HEHEHE^^ AND TWITTER BECOS IT IS

IN MY IPOD BUT BLOG WILL BE DEAD ! THANKS ~!

BUT PLEASE TAG IF YOU EVER COME BY MY BLOG :D

THANKS AND LOVE YA~~

if i got the chance

YEAH! finally and insyallah i get to meet him ?

they say they are coming here soon ! like seriously SOON!

and i want to meet him . like no joke type of situation i want meet him ..

MINHYUK AHHHHHHHHH~~~~

will u hug me like u did in the free hug? (yeah , if only it is possible T_T)

hmmm....meeting him insyallah :D hopefuly..

like seriously face to face meeting!!! hehehe^^

kk..

mm.. currently status sick and voice freaking lost !

kk.. bye~

my day was never wasted..

had study group today with my two dearest :D
yanie and darina :D hehehehe^^
me and darina first ate like at FC and like picked
like damn alot of food .. from fish cake to veggies..
hahahaha^^ damn hungry den after that went mac cos
library was like freaking full .. hahahahah^^
so i ordered ermm... milo and apple pie while the rest
buy other things and den took turns buying apple pie.
whoa . one buy the rest became tempted to buy it ..haha^^
den darina went buy hers , den got this omg situation behind
her , den she didnt realised , i thought she did so me and yanie ,
ask her den she said no . and she thought we were like lying.
lololol .. hahahah^^ he knocked onto you somemore .. hahaha^^
the only omg situation and she just had to miss it.. hahaha!!
well , too bad uh .. kesiannyer. .. hahaha
so den , after that study here and there the questions .. like yanie
became our tutor :D hahaha^^ and me and darina is like her little
adiks teacher here and there.. like she was a tutor and a nanny :D
so she taught us and now we get it.. hahaha^^ den after that
we walked around , like seriously we walked around den after that
we took the bus and yanie alight first. so me and darina was alone
in the bus . so we wen idiotic and started taking pictures of ourselves
as you can see up there.. :D like we didnt even care how we look like
so we just took pictures.. hahaha^^ yeap . there is more at facebook uh ..
:D anyway , what a day :D
tried and want to sleep soon uh :D

i am sick today..

EH_EH !! CAN I LIKE BE JONGSHIN RIGHT NOW ??? MMMMMMMMMMM

!!!!!!!
Okay .

like obviously i hate freaking New Fans !

like seriously you are like freaking annoying and irritating because you are trying to act

as though you know everything about them. and the most thing i hate is that you are

like going high about them but says bad thing to the other members when you only like

your biases. like wtf? and worse or the worse showing off and spreading the whole

world what you bought that is related to them . like please uh .. NO NEED TO DO THAT!

GOD this people.. kk .. i am just verging my freaking anger here.. kk.

Today nothing much happened.. i only remembered that during Maths story , me and

yanie was like laughing all long... hahaha!

den the funny thing that freaking happened today was guess what.. during mt ,

we were all in the canteen freakingly watching slide shows which is like in chinese?

like are u kidding? hmmm.. den got this guy whose body damn short and legs damn long

walked past the canteen .. and his shoulder were in front , his hips too and the head

but the backbody was to the back.. hahahaa!! and the way he went up the stairs .. wow!

hahaha!! laughed badly with Yanie and Darina.. hahaha!! till wen we reach class we just

dropped to the floor and wei lun hit me in the head uh ? thank god i never use clip like

darina.. ahahaha! kk.. den hmphh..

after that , hmphh.. wad did we do ? or i remembered too yanie blushing over someone

ahahaha!! EPIC!! hehehe :D :D :D never mind ler yanie.. hahahaha!! we noe u noe..

ahahaha!!! kk... hmmphh... den after that went hall and decided to join choir ..

eh , like freaking JC is like freaking shouting and screaming our names (me and Darina)!

like got points lerh... i need that freaking point like right now!!! :D hehehehe!!

i want go Junior College :D :D anyway ,

den we went home and i was thinking Darina, watch movie saturday uh .. i seriously want to

watch inception :D hehehe^^

if only this was real..

okay :D well , sometimes . when i see a picture of us all . i will look at
myself . then look at u all .. u all look pretty in it . like nice to
see .. mine is just freaking retarded T_T ... maybe i am the lucky ones
where when i grow up looking pathetic T_T .. oh well .. hope not :D
well .. thanks TWINN!!! ILY TOO!!!

oh yeah . My Dear ,
Cheer Up Okay :D i will always be there with you and with Darina too ~
if u dont like a human to listen to you , i will be ur cat :D
ehehe^^ dont be sad okay !
if he disturbs u again and say other things about you ,
me and darina will be there to help u okay :D
hehehe^^ besides , i think me and darina is like taller then him..
hahaha!!
kk.. cheer up okay :D think of your yoseob and kikwang :D hehe^^
awww... minhyuk is like so cute uh playing the guitar... mmmm.....

hmmm.... HAHAHAHA^^ if only wad we wrote in the blog was reality ..

haishhh.... anyway ,

yeap need save money ! :D seriously !!!! ppl are like coming here..

need save money soon!

sad sad sad tonight

today not alot of things happened..

erm.... updated the blog with Darina

i did the Mt blogging thingy..

currently everyone is asleep ..

Darina and Yanie are both asleep..

me alone T_T

bored uh.. i slept just now so i cant

really sleep now.. haishhh...

i need do somthing... today just short post uh..

hehehe^^

mmmmm-ing alot today with Darina :D

and i think i am gonna be sick..

cos i freaking ran and walked under the rain just now..!

aish.. kk.. good nite..

just realised something..

as my friends are getting prettier ,

i am justing plainer and freaking retarded..

Yanie and Darina is pretty while when i look at

my pictures i look damn retarded T_T

if people is going to say i look pretty then i

think they are just kidding me or trying to make

me feel better..

go here to read our fanfics

hehehe :D

hmm...

go here if you want see my and Darina 's Fanfiction :D

hehehe! and pls support us!

thanks :D love ya all ~

heheh^^

but it is still processing and i will post my previous fanfic

there too ~ hehe

:D

past-memoriesoflove.blogspot.com/

i had choices but they were just to difficult

ps. i did that .. hahah .. nice? LOL

Hyuk's POV

after i listen to what Jonghyun said at the radio show , i dont know why but i felt like i
didnt love Darina , the way she needed. did i love her enough? did i treat her enough?

what more could i give? i could only give her my heart...

as soon as the broadcasting was finished , i took a glance at Jonghyun , we took a picture together
in the picture , we were all smiling but little did the fans know it was all just fake.
i wanted to punch him in the face but i knew i cant. i just cant do it. i had to keep it to myself

for Darina's sake. i cant let her down..

so i called Darina , asked her to meet me .

we talked. but then she said this and ... ..
'i am sure! i know him before you oppa , he is my best friend!' she screamed at me.

i stared at her like it didnt even knew her. i felt my heart breaking. i wanted to cry,
but Heechul hyung said that a guy shouldnt cry because of a girl. so i kept my tears
in place.
i can see her there. i could see tears in her eyes. i really wanted to wipe off those tears

in her eyes , but after what she said , i just can bring myself to do it.
i love her . i really do . i love her so much i could die. i never met anyone like her.
but i didnt know this could happened.
i didnt even know what to do , so i took a step back when she tried to touch
me , i cant. i know i cant. and shook my head because i know that if i let her touch me

i will go out of control and will just throw her in my arms. but i must stay strong ...
and then i finally spoke,

'i know what to do . you have two choices , one, pretend we never ever met and know each other or
tell Jonghyun that you can never meet each other again'
i cant even believe myself i just did that.

i try so hard to keep my tears from falling. because i know that statement will
hurt her so much , i dont want to hurt her but what can i do .
knowing that she is best friends with Jonghyun just breaks my heart even more, i
wanted so much to tell her ..
but little did she know the story behind me and Jonghyun.i know one day i will.
but now is not the right time to do it. should i even tell her?
i cant believe i am hurting her so much . could i hug her tight and pretend
nothing is happening ? i know i cant. so i walked off and the tears came
streaming down.. because i know she cant see me cry . i dont even want her
to see my cry . as i walked off , i remember those days where we met till
the day i first kiss her. i wanted to replay those moments. but it was just
the past.

then i stopped , i ran back , i couldnt stand it seeing her crying , worse, because of me.
i wanted to say i was sorry , i wanted to hold her itiny waist against mine and tell

it was alright and nothing like this will ever happened...
but something stopped me , she wasnt alone , she was in the arms of Jonghyun.

that freaking Jonghyun!

if i was the type of guy like kangin hyung , i would have already went up to them and

break the moment. but i am not that type of person . i look at the two of them. i wonder

if i did meet Darina in the beginning will it be like this? the two of them lock in

each other arms ? so , i turn around and felt like my world is breaking apart

the girl i loved,
the girl i met,
is now in the arms of someone,
and that someone isn me.
what have i done..

..

SJ didnt perform today T_T

part 2

After the incident of Jonghyun confessing to Darina that he loved her and
Hyukjae heard about it. and of course Darina heard it through the radio.
she could imagine the situation , Hyukjae is not going to be alright and
she doesnt know what is happening to her best friend. what is he even thinking?

she received a call , it was from Hyukjae to come to meet her,

she met Hyukjae , he doesnt seem himself. there isnt a single innocent look on
his face except a face that Darina doesnt even want to see , it was the exact look
he had when he found out that Jonghyun was Darina's best friend.

'hey , guess you heard about it' Hyuk asked Darina

'Look , it is not what you are thinking , we are just friends. and it will remain that way' Darina shouted.

'how could you be so sure? i saw him smiling and blushing when he said it!' he shouted back and taking a step closer.

'i am sure. i know him before you ! he is my best friend oppa!' Oh My God , Darina should't have said that.

She could see that Hyuk was staring at her like as if he doesnt even know her. he shooked his head and took a step back.

Darina took a step forward 'Oppa , i didnt mean that way , oppa please dont.'
tears was already streaming down her cheeks. she wanted to touch him but he kept moving away from her.
Darina didnt know what to do . all she wanted to do was hug Hyukjae. but she know she cant.

there was silence ,

Hyuk finally said . 'i know what to do . you have two choices , one, pretend we never ever met and know each other or
tell Jonghyun that you can never meet each other again."
and he walked off before Darina could even say a word.

Darina scream and cried in front of SM building. she didnt care if anyone one saw her. all she knows that
part of her heart is breaking.

to be continued..


anyway , today SJ didnt perform uh T_T eh-eh .. becos they are performin
at another place later on tonite.. hahaha^^ will be watching:D
hehhe
anyway,
darina is not here cos i think she went bugis uh... awww...currently chattin
with yanie <3 ehehehe
i dont know what else to post maybe updating again later on... now
just off to watch Teen Top and Infinite performance just now..
hahahaha:D

imagine having two guys falling for you ...

like is it fated ? like my two faves are wearin the same shirt or cardigan :D
eh-eh .. seriously i just freaking realised :D hahahaha !

like can i get that free hug ? like seriously no joke type of situation ?
if i am there , i think morning i will be like queueing like no one
bussiness with Darina :D hehehe^^ like duh ? it is minhyuk imagine if
it is SJ ? eh-eh .. and Darina will faint along the way .. haha^^

KYUHYUN AH! i cant wait to meet you next year like seriously..
i want see you in real life and freaking shout your name in front
of that handsome face of yours... :D and will freaking scream!!
and LOVe you lot.. my first kpop love :D hehehe^^
...
wanna nnoe what happened today ? hmmmm....
hilarious like seriously ... Darina screamed ! damn epic! like she scream
as though hyuk walked past class or like as though she saw someone
jumped down from a building.. like she put her hands on her cheeks and
scream! hahahaha^^
should have taped that .. haishhh ...
kkk.. den blahblahblah..
den went lot one , darina wen and salam my mom friend which is a chinese
auntie. hahaha.. hilarious... hahaha :D like she just did it and me and
mom was like staring at her.. in a blank face.. like den she realise and
we burst out laughing.. hahahah :D
kk.. .den spent like again half hour at cc... den after that walk around and
den went and run or walk damn fast with darina to the busstop cos we saw
the bus was on the way.. and darina ran.. hahhahahs:D
kk.. den went home sleep for a while den watch music bank :D
den freaked out and was disappointed SJ didnt won :( can i like scream in
disappointment cos taeyang won instead haishh..
den just now watched SHINee teaser omg creepy .. no joke creepyness..
kkk... currently chatting with chipmunk aka fiqkry :D heheh
kk,. bye~

and for darina :D
what if you could only choose one?
the one you just met or your best friend?
or even someone who cares for you ?

Darina had to choose one , either it was Jonghyun or Hyukjae.
will she just throw away her 7 years friendship with Jonghyun
or will she just leave Hyukjae after their 6 months relationship
together?

she had to make a decision . either choose one or leave both .

choosing Jonghyun means she have to break up with Hyukjae ,
choosing Hyukjae means that she is breaking her 7 years friendship with jonghyun..

but what if ...
what if..
to make matters worse ,

someone new came into her life .. and he takes care of her like no one else did.
he loves her more than anyone else does but even though she is with him ,
the happiness is not there.. like the feeling is not the same when she held hands
with Hyukjae or when Jonghyun hugged her..
why ?

who is she to choose?
and who is this new someone in her life ?

to be continued :D

eh..eh .. i can finally meet this idiot~

eh..eh .. like finally . . i am gonna meet him like in real life
kind of situation! duh ? he is coming :D
hehehe^^

eh..eh.. he looks so cute here.. like he looks like BT here..
kkkk... aahaha :D seriously he does kan ?
cute nyer~

kk. like seriously can i be there ? eh-eh .. those fans are so lucky uh
like i saw the vid they hugged.. urgh.. my heart broke T_T
like minhyuk hug her back like seriously... hug her!
eh..eh... like he smile... can i have that smile ? CNBLUE pls come
to singapore! <3
..
anyway look at darina blog for wad had hilariously happened today :D
lazy wanna post uh .. today very sleepy T_T hehehe^^
so maybe reposting later on.. hahaha^^ erm... i dont even know what to post!
just now chat with both my dearest ! den i dont know anymore..
was watching like Teen Top and Cnblue and the rest of other bands uh..
ahahahs.. kk.. i will repost soon :d

Min Hyuk: I met my first girlfriend when I was 1st year of highschool, then broke up at 3rd year.(last year wow) I've dated her for more than 1 year.
Jung Shin: Min Hyuk is such a romantist. He is yong, but he knows everything. He prepares date in detail from A to Z.

clap , clap , clap

L.Joe is cute ler :D

seriously omg situation people!

like no joke uh

like he is only 17 and not his bdae yet so he is like 16 ?

eh-eh .. hahaha

den was like in junhyung's mode with darina cos he was like

seriously damn hot in the mv :D eheh .. seriously..

hahahah.. lazy uh want to post actually ,,

so just post wad is interesting today :d

found out.. like seriously found out about it after yanie

said it. someone ears is so damn small .. ahahaha..all the girls in

our class noes about it.. hahaha :D

it is hilarious ! like no joke! seriously ...

den after that got CCT .. so me and darina and friends went

down den prayuok ask me why never let down fringe cos my

forehead is damn big. HAISH... i dont want my fringe kena cut okay!

den carried the boxes like damn torturing.. yanie was like dying..

den me and darina kena hit by weilun .. like disturbing and irrtatin

cos i was alr tiredT_T

blahblah..

den after tha twent home straight.. and currently spamming msn

or ebuddy with my kikwanglurver and hyuklurver <3>

smart you know who there are uh .. ahhahas:D

kk..bye~

turawa , turawa ~

yeah , that is my hair .. aish , at least my fringe is slightly different that the old one.

hahahaha^^ need to wait a while to let it grow longer like my sis .. . never mind.

i kinda like it.. cos i dont go school letting my fringe down , i pull it up :D

anyway , today went fort canning (:

see that picture i up there? yeah , that picture! i took it during our trip .. hahahas..

nice eh ? love the lamppost ! becos it makes the photograph more eerie and

of course i edit it duh ? if not it will like boring with just normal kind of photograph..

heheheh^^

we took the bus there and god were me and darina was like damn noisy , laughing

and screaming.. watching videos duh ? :D hahahahahs... typical nora and darina moves.

like we watched and likke a few seconds later without telling each other we will

like burst out laughing... hahaha!!

blahblah .. den after the tour round , we were asked to video tapes among our

groups. den me and darina , our group is finished so we went and disturbed jiamin's grp

kk.. it is like hilarious.. hahaha (:

cos while they were like filming and interviewing me and darina was like walking back

and forth , and hoping and drinking at the background.. epic ! seriously no joke..

ahahhahas.. we were like damn disturbing.. and while yanie was like interviewing jolee,

me and darina was like trying to be other tourists.. hahahas..yeah, the rest was just

hilarious. !!!!

den after that we went home .. duh ? where else was i suppose to go.. hahaha^^

today day was like damn tiring.. seriously .. and god was the trip damn hot and humid?

except for the battle box.. it was cooling and eerie.. like i screamed...kkk..

i will end now :D hehehe bye~

hahahas

sometimes, we just had to forget the past ... and move on..

we all seem to fall out..
we all seem to separate...
maybe it is not we , but a you ..
a single person , a single verb.
but why is it a single person could affect us all ...
we knew each other for one year plus..
we knew each other not long ..

we just seem to clicked but now you are drifting away from us.

you go to your side of your world while we go ours..
it is not about change .. it is just about the matter of
where we want to be and who we want be with.. if we are not
to be friends with.. then i cant stop .. if we are not fated
to be friends forever then i cant stop you from being with other.
yes. three of us seems happier.. but really? that was what you saw
with your eyes.. but did you know , what i feel inside? it is completely different.
when i laughed and see you looking at us . ALONE . i felt somewhat like i
betray you . the look you given me whenever i see you alone , make me
somewhat guilty cos i feel like you are being left out. but now , i like to say ,
it is your choice , you chose that side of the path not the path where we the
rest is taking. we cross the road but you just you reverse your step . and
that is when i said , you have gone to your own side of the world. we are still
friends forever... but we wont be together if that is what you want.

i cant stand looking at my friends crying when i cant help them

yanie , pls dont cry okay ?

i cant stand looking or even hearing my friends crying when

i am happy at home not knowing you are crying to yourself..

yanie , pls be happy :D

i want the hyper and laughing yanie not the depress and stress yanie :(

i want the KIKWANG lover person who will freak out over kikwang :)

yanie , pls dont be sad sad uhkay ?

i will always be there for you .. not just me , dont forget my kpop twinn

Darina ? :D hehehe^^ we will be there for you ...

pls tell me your problems.. i will always be your listening ear :D

yes ! i am a good listener.. i always listen to Darina problems ... and cheer her

up. . cheychey .. ahahas.. i should open a counselling place.. hahas.. kkk..

i am being random here..

So Dont Be So Stress okay ? you have us all ... Dont Forget That :D

and tomorrow i want see you happy okay ?

I Love You Yanie / Kikwanglurver <3>

replies

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11 Jul 10, 01:42 YANIE: BRB . random ! but still i love you yanie <3

11 Jul 10, 01:42 YANIE: LOL SIAA .

11 Jul 10, 01:04 DARINA!!: AKU HIGH GILER.. OMG.. insane!!

11 Jul 10, 01:04 DARINA!!: NI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF AND HYUK PON BALAS BALEK MY LOVE, EH EH PERFECTION SAK LIKE OH EM GEE!! OMFG!!! hahahahas.... hyuk suker kaw and you chose hyuk :D

11 Jul 10, 01:04 DARINA!!: CAN I LIKE SCREAM WITH JONGHYUN SERIOUSLY FELL IN LOVE DENGAN AKU NORA.. OMG LIKE ARE U KIDDING KEPE hehehehe:D no joke type of situation kan ??? eh-eh ...

11 Jul 10, 01:01 Dahlya:

11 Jul 10, 01:01 DARINA!!: OMFG I CANT STOP SMILING NI... EH EH HYUK T_T HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM kater kaw nyer first love.. hyukjae :D

11 Jul 10, 01:01 DARINA!!: I WILL JUST SIMPLY TERAR MY HAIR OFF SAK and scream

11 Jul 10, 01:01 DARINA!!: I WOULD BE CRYING MY ASS OFF IF THIS WAS REAL AND I HAD TO FREAKING CHOOSE SOMEONE imagine if you were seriously in that type of situation :D

11 Jul 10, 01:01 Dahlya: Hey.. I tagged.. Like sorry for whatever i done and now i want to start anew.. Lets not be enemy kay i never hated you but you just misunderstood me ... like seriously T_T

11 Jul 10, 01:01 DARINA!!: LIKE NO JOKE TYPE OF SITUATION

11 Jul 10, 01:01 DARINA!!: OMFG AT THE STORY I CANT SMILNG SAK smile darina nho :D be higg.. hahahas

11 Jul 10, 01:00 DARINA!!: SERIOUSLY KEPE KAO NI EH EH seriously .. no joke..

10 Jul 10, 11:11 DARINA!!: Aishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~ reminds me of joon on the bed with his long legs T_T EH EH hahahahahas ... yah

10 Jul 10, 11:11 DARINA!!: talking like so damn nice~~ :D

10 Jul 10, 11:11 DARINA!!: my mind sak.. "kalao la bf aku gitu" LOL. OMG SAK I LOVE THE SCENE WHERE HE AND THE GIRL on the bed like seriously i want be that girl

10 Jul 10, 11:11 DARINA!!: eh eh sak he cried T_T eh eh i want a bf like tt nora.. hmm, that was the first thing that came to like i dont know why but i want be that girl in the mv ...

10 Jul 10, 11:10 DARINA!!: omfg @ doojoon.

10 Jul 10, 11:09 DARINA!!: OMFG LIKE FANFIC LOL ehehehe:D but wiht pictures

10 Jul 10, 11:09 DARINA!!: OMG THIS IS DAMN FUN UH TO MAKE AND IMAGINE

10 Jul 10, 11:09 DARINA!!: NORA I MADE PART 1 OF YOUR STORY okayokay :D i will be anticipating it...

10 Jul 10, 08:38 DARINA!!: NORAAAAAAAAAA~~ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH KK. DARINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA:D

10 Jul 10, 08:33 YANIE: HAHAHAHHA :D

10 Jul 10, 08:33 YANIE: WHERE IS DARINA ????????????? she died... kkk .. hahahas.. joking2

10 Jul 10, 08:32 DARINA!!: OMG SITUATIONG!!~~ HYUK.. OMFG THAT LIKE SERIOUSLY MADE MY DAMN DAY UH!?!??! OMG ohhh.... really? OMG!!!!

10 Jul 10, 08:32 DARINA!!: oh... my... god... nora-.- HMM! LIKE OMFG @ THE PICTURE LIKE ARE OYU KIDDING ME SAK WITH THE PIC hehehehe:D yeah2

for my dearest twinn ..

DARINA NHO!!! this is just part 1 :D

not just these two guys , there is more..

her story is not finished yet :D

hehehehe^^ hope you like it !

if only it was the real thing.. den i think you will just scream and cry or if

you had to choose uh .. but ... who will you choose ? if you only had one

guy to choose from your best friend ? or the guy you fell in love with first ?

hmmm??,,,

it seems like i am making hyuk a bad person.. no larh .. dont worry...

hehehe^^

hope u like it seriously..

I'm falling in Love but it is not you anymore (:

like i dunno why i like doojoon in here :D like i want him be my boyfriend becos of this teaser! :D

btw , i made a story :D and look at my previous post for is my replies!! HEHEH :D

kkk.. i noe i am being lame but that thing suddenly came to my mind :D hahahahas!!

anyway , today went out den went back home and was like chatting with yanie and darina

and was like freaking spazzing everywhere and changed yanie's name to Kikwanglurver:d

hahahas... she is in love people.. not long she will noe most kpop people and love more ppl!

ahahahahas:D kk ... hmm.. was like spamming the chat log at msn with Darina wen SJ was performing

ahahahahs:D like none stop ...like OMFG uh ?like hair was like to the side.. mmmmm-ing

den kikwanglurver was gone for awhile den came back wen me

and darina was like giving links that has Kikwang in it.. hahahahaha:D LOL .. i noe !

kkk... hmmmm.... cant wait to meet them on monday uh D hahahahas!

erm... what else should i say ? i not gonna talk to that someone who had misunderstood.

me yes you if come to my blog.. kindly tag me yes... i dont mind.. but since you kind of

gonna hate me anyway so dont waste your time ok ?

anyway , i dont even noe wad to post anymore ? hahahahahas! oh , gonna watch we

got married soon and finally they are getting closer today's episode! hehehe^^ smile~

like today 2AM was like at IMM .. and currently they are still there.. ahahahas:D but

not really a fan uh so dun really mind :D hahahaha^^

oh ya, happy birthday heechul !! oppa? hahahahaa:D heechul oppa saranghaeyo ~ and

i changed my blog song to mystery kinda stuck to that song since yanie was like in love

with kikwang i was like none stop listening to beast :D hahahaha^^ yeapyeap.. posting again

later.. hahaha^^ bye~bye~~~

replies to my tags :D

will make a proper post soon 10 Jul 10, 04:39 YANIE: alaaa ; update lahh .. hahaha i will soon but i need to reply all this.. hahahas

9 Jul 10, 22:35 YANIE - DARINA: AWWW , HAPPY ., HAHAHA . ME TOO HAPPY ; i guess ? HAHAHAHA ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! dah in love kater kan ? hehehe^^

9 Jul 10, 22:35 YANIE - DARINA: HAHAHAH . KIKWANG XD . HAHAHAHAHA . KIKWANGLURVER = Yanie

9 Jul 10, 07:44 DARINA!!: LIKE ARE YOUKIDDING, KK HIGH :D dun forget hyuk kaw !

9 Jul 10, 07:44 DARINA!!: EH EH SAK :D

9 Jul 10, 07:44 DARINA!!: minhyuk = budak tinggi = kikwang uh-huh!!! like seriously.. can i die of happiness???

9 Jul 10, 07:43 DARINA!!: KKK. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmm... mm-ing starting !!

9 Jul 10, 07:43 DARINA!!: HAHAHAHAHHA~~ OMG NORA MINKYU'S PIC ARE LIKE DAMN CUTE SAK Duh ???? like no joke type of situation :D

9 Jul 10, 07:41 DARINA!!: GOOD YANNIE GOOD!! ILL BE DAMN HAPPY~~ SAK!! KAO NI!! YEAP!!! agree!!! me too !!

9 Jul 10, 07:26 YANIE: ahhaha . slowly ill be part of u xp Hehehehe!! yeap2

9 Jul 10, 07:25 YANIE: wow ! a SHOCKING news huh tat i like a kpop guy?? hahaha ! kikwang ! hahahaa . LOL . yeap!!! damn shocking and i love you even more !

Darina replies :D

DARINA!!: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM I AM SPAMMINGBUT WHOO CARES KK
9 Jul 10, 00:35
hahahas.. lol .. darina lol .. hahahahas :D
DARINA!!: OMFG I AM STILL DAMN HAPPY ABOUT BUDAK TINGGI BEING DAMN TINGGI LIKE
9 Jul 10, 00:34
DUH ? like i am still smiling damn retardly ...
DARINA!!: THEN WE LIKE SCREAMED AFTER A FEW SECONDS COS WEILUN IS ALR THAT TALL LIKE FOR HIS FREAKING AGE UH
9 Jul 10, 00:33
HAHAH!!! like we eyed contacted and scream .. hilarious !
DARINA!!: NO LEK, I SAID "WEILUN SHORTER THAN BUDAK TINGGI" KK IN MALAY
9 Jul 10, 00:33
yeap u did.. u scream actually ...
DARINA!!: LIKE OH MY GOD RIGHT WHEN I SCREAMED AT YOUR FACE THAT BUDAK TINGGI IS TALLER THEN WEILUN!!
9 Jul 10, 00:30
damn epic sak kaw nie!
DARINA!!: LOL
9 Jul 10, 00:30
DARINA!!: AND THERE IS TOO MANY ICON LE LIKE NO JOKE
9 Jul 10, 00:30
T_T ... speechlesss
DARINA!!: LIKE MMMMMM UH!?!? MINHYUK IS LIKE OMFG AND CHUL T_T
9 Jul 10, 00:30
mmmmmmmmmm...mmmmm....hotness.. and the icon of minhyuk seriously looks
like \budak tinggi like no joke
DARINA!!: CAN I LIKE KILL MYSELF AFTER I SEE HYUK'S SIDE PROFILE ICON AT THE LEFT DOWN CORNER
9 Jul 10, 00:29
HAHAHA!!! jump down ? like you wanted to do infront of ts? epic movement ..
DARINA!!: hyunseung hair was damn wasted UH?!
DUH? like dah omg situation sak? haishh

sometimes a friend may not last but that doesnt mean we cant save it

HEHEHEHE^^ TODAY POSTED PICS OF KYUHYUN AND MINHYUK NOT BEAST :D HAHA^^
ermmm.... i dont even noe what to say for today cos it is a short day..
hahahahaa... and not alot of things happened anyway ,
like i had a damn hurtful stomachahe till i have goosebumps
and was leaning and squatted beside yanie's desk .. :D
like i went in and out of the cubicle like 3 to 4 times? GOD!
i was like about to cry already cos it hurts !!!
like den got maths test and science quiz and my mind was like blank !
den darina gave me panadol and made me sleep like about to sleep
during maths lesson T_T
took pictures during recess like a duh kind of situation ? hahaha^^
mostly with Darina and Yanie with beast songs.. hahaha:D YEAP!
heehehe^^ cute ler... and den we went to lot one ..hahahaha.. like ate
at pizza hut . erm... laugh like damn badly till like my stomach was
gonna burst and i was like dying cos of happiness with Darina cos of
our topics we were talking about.. hahahaha:D so den paid den went
comic connection and as usual we will spent half and hour there till
we sat on the damn floor.. hahahaha!
den we were like deciding on what to buy like Darina actually ,
she was like in a damn confuse state between buying CNBLUE or SJ
den she was like mmmm-ing.. hahahhahaas..
den in a long 15mins thinking and deciding we finally bought CNBLUE~
hahahaha... den we went out counting on how much more we need to freaking
buy and the total cos for darina was 25 something whilw me is like 21
something.. it's okay .. we will soon complete this mission .. LOL!
den went library and borrow books instead well darina borrow cos
the com was like damn slow T_T haishhh..
den walked home with her but she took the bus at my busstop there uh
and we were like laughing damn badly wen this girl was like skipping
and both of us were imagining if we were to do that at parade square
ahahahaha.. like no joke hilarious.. hahaha:D
oh , today music bank .. hehehe:D Kyu is still as cute as ever :D
hhaha..
and cutting hair tomorrow :D heheh^^ bye~

My Kpop Friends.. HAHAHA ♥ ♥ ♥

Yanie and Darina Fave Kikwang In Beast While i Like Dongwoon!!! hyunseung uh why did u cut your hair?

HEHEHE!! had a fun day today like no joke.. was laughing damn badly with

Yanie and Darina... morning i thought Yanie and Nisa will be in the canteen

den Yanie shouted my name and she was behind den me and Darina both

said KIKWANG! den she was .. hehehehe.. ^^

kkk..den wen class , took the magazine , den saw B2st den Yanie was like

making and laughing with loud noises and laughters... hahahhahaha!!! yanie,yanie,

she is like so in love with Kikwang.. CUTE<3>

prefer Dongwoon even though i like Kikwang but hey , i can still like two ?DUH?

hehehe^^ kk... den recess time me and Darina was watching videos den i wanted to

see Yanie's reaction if i showed her Kikwang face.. den she was like ... mmmmm-ing..

and smiling to the picture.. first TIME!! first TIME.. i see her like that wen i show her

a kpop guy :D hahahaha... den blahblah .. took pictures and found out that budak tinggi

is taller den Weilun. omg and Weilun is already 173cm .. like i think budak tinggi is like

maybe around 176cm to 178cm .. OMG den darina grabbed me by my shoulders and

smile den i grabbed her back .. den we both eyed contacted and scream !!! HAHAHA!

yeap! scream mcm org giler.. like hahahahaha^^ we didnt even care the people surrounding!

like eh-eh kaishing is going that 2AM thingy but i dont feel like going anf buying the album becos

not such a fan uh.. if 2PM , i will freakingly go !!! HAHAHAH^^ kay Duh ? OMG if kyu,,,

skrg jugak akw dah gi .. ahahahas... aish ,

..kkk. den had lessons den blahblah.. lit ms dashini didnt come so we had free period,

den Yasmin suddenly said she liked KEY den i was like , EH , Tuh akw punye! den she

was like 'tak tuh akw punye' OMG! i noe him first eh Darina , hahahahas!! i was like

damn shocked? (everyday i shock , every night i shock .. kk .. the song just came in my mind..haha)

den , asked hyungin to write our names with the ones we love and tada ! took pictures.

as you can at the sides the pictures! hahaha.. YANIE ♥ Kikwang , Nora ♥ Kyuhyun and

Darina ♥ Hyukjae.. hehehehe^^ can i like scream !!! and once again , i am proud of my DEAR!

YANIE!! HAHAHA... kkk ... ending here.. and my scream with Darina is still damn epic! hehe^^

Darina and Yanie and Me love BEAST !

OMG!! suddenly my love for BEAST/B2ST is back!!!
like seriously no joke type of situation and dongwoon ,
just had to catch my attention yet again .. dongwoon uh ..
dont make me do this... must your handsome face do this to me?
hmmmm.. T_T like just now during entertainment on 5 busy texting both yanie and darina..

both talking the same thing.. yanie was like screaming bout kikwang thru the phone

and i was like busy texting both at the same freaking time.. hahahahhas.. i was

like smiling to my parents and my mom like kikwang too .. hahahahas:D

like seriously no joke.. she was like ni handsome.. hahahas.. means this is handsome..

my mom .. hahahas..
like seriously and yanie is like in love with kikwang , Darina not
confirmed she is still confused with the names.. hahahaas.. oh yea.. i think she like dongwoon too T_T

yea she like who i like too ,.. its' okay i will share with her... hahahahahs..and the very first time yanie is in love with a kpop person. and it is a guy .. PROUD OF HER !!!! YES UH!

well , kikwang and dongwoon is both goodlooking but i more to dongwoon ..
kkk... back to SJ , their mv is release.. blahblah,,
heechul damn cute with the glasses.. like seriously omg situation?
omg i too damn happy and lazy to type out..
kkk....
see it yourself up there..
aish! now my mind is just SJ AND BEAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehehehe!! kk ..
continue later..
bye
off to watch strong heart uh..
heheh

i cant take care of myself when there is money :D hehe..

i realised that i love heels :D hehehe ^^

so i bought this pants ! :D nice ? and that skirt ..

and guess what it is not really skinnys cos my leg area got space T_T

and i need to alter the length .. cos it is like 12cm longer den my leg T_T

sad... hahahas..

kk..

went out with sis..

hehehe

and mom gave me cash to spent.. :D so spend spend spend..

den sis says that next time Darina should follow along !

she should right? DUH ? my twinn and bff sey ... hahaha

so basically took pictures but it is in my sis camera :(

so i bought few clothes.. mostly only skirt and pant.

i love my pants.. wondering where i got it ? heh heh,,,,

hahahaas..

bought it at ZARA !! OMG!! seriously it was damn crowded..

like if only Darina was thereden we would

like serously tried on like alot alot of clothes.. hehe..

like high waisted skirt were like below

30 bucks and for a branded name it is cheap rite?

heheh..

like omg situation were overflowing ? duh ? it is town sey !!!

kk.. next time remember to bring Darina along... and my sis says

dont be shy uh if not not fun T_T hehe^^
anyway , it was a really long day from town to vivo T_T
and den there was one part at harbourfront there.. there was this
moving thingy.. u noe the one where ppl can just stand there and
not move but will reach the other side? that looks like a escalator but
no stairs? yea.. that one.. den my sis was like 'na , look all of them want
to be new moon..' at first i didnt get it den she point me to the the eclipse
poster.. hahahas.. den i get it.. vampires move fast so those ppl wan to
be like new moon ppl.. hahahahahhas... laugh damn badly with sis .. hahahas
den blahblah.... hahahahahas.. lazy uh want to type :( den sis got stress with
her money cos she spent alot .. hahahas... talktalktalk and walkwalk..

....
anyway,
nothing pretty much happened... T_T
den got SJ performance kyu was like damn cute can like even Darina was
like swooning over him .. hahahahhaas.. hilarious morning just now...
kkk..
ending here..
posting again later about kangin in the army T_T
can i cry right now ?

do a nicer post later :D

Reply to Darina : Love it too :D :D :D
Me too! go with my sis uh ? nak ? hehe ^^
LOL! :D hahah :)
Riley eh-eh !!mmmmmmmm..... that korean guy ? eh-eh.. his hair ~

Reply to Yanie : THANK!THANK!THANK !!! :D
HAHAHAH yea... she loves to flodd it alot (:
can.. the more flood the more my tagbox is alive (:

Reply to Jolee : YO! JOLEE OH! Thanks (:

Reply to Zhermaine : Hello ~

it was a comeback

Yes uh Yesterday was their comeback .. and whoa .. nice and innocent and cute!!
hehehe^^ like everyone was smiling ~~ that is a good thing :D
like they were all wearing white.. ooo... hehehe ^^ kkk..
back to what happened today ??
erm. . first thing in the morning was we were making paper cranes T_T
like at first i was alone :( den yanie came and den Darina :D hehe
den we were like non-stop making like we were talking damn calmly but
our hands were like damn fast .. like 4 person made 150 something :D
like theo made err... 10 ? i think.. hahahahs... u give him paper ,
he will do it ... HEHE..
den he was like i want to count i want count den wen we let him count
he said later.. LOL!
blahblahblah.. our hands were like machines.. LOL!! hahahas
anyway , after that we had concert.. we won second..
and the whole school made 27667 i think cranes :D whoa!! like alot !
then had performance den u got damn bored and was thinking weird stuff.
i was thinking about Darina's plan on becoming death bell ..
like OMG i was like laughing non stop with yanie and my
stomach hurts.. as though i was inhaling some laughing gas..
i cant stop laughing i thought it will end there but no
yanie just had to say she will come out too at the corner and start
swayying.. omg.. i am seriously laughing dfamn badly here.. with darina
and her knife and yanie with her head and body swaying .. hahaha!!
how can i not laugh like a mad person and i think darina got irritated
SOWIE!! bianae ~ HEH^^
den the performance was rather short dne went home uh .. wad else to do .
hahaha^^
den at night i watched eclipse 1!! LOVE THE SHOW..
like seriously.. HAHAHAHA!!! like omg situation was over flowing..
kk..
and den bella's friend was an omg situation !! kan Darina ?
his hair.. like the first 10 mins of the show was busy texting Darina:D
hahahahas... like the first thing was mostly jacob and i was bored so
texted darina .. and hahahahas....
LOL!
like i was bascially laying down while watchin even though there
was this couple in front but hey when my leg hurt what can i do ?
den the people at the back was damn disturbing can you like stop kicking the
chair and stop talking?? like it is damn noisy ... !!!!!!!!
:)and i got damn irritated when ppl were like woo-ing when jacob
waws not in a shirt .. like stop it people ?? haishh..
that is why i am an EDWARD FAN!! hehehe!! ?TEAM EDWARD...
and Riley is hot!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA
kk.. i want to watch it all over again !!yes uh!!!
anyway ,
was a tiring day yesterday ... my arms and fingers felt like breaking..T_T
okokoko..
ending here and cant wait for today's performance
and omg when is the mv coming out?? like sment was online yesterday
but didnt even release it but release the promo for smtown
world tour thingy.. GOD!!!
can i pissed right darina ??

i am in ♥♥♥♥ with Kyuhyun , Minhyuk many more ~

eh-eh .. these people are like killing me :D
in a good way and a nice way :D like seriously hehe..
even with his hair all up he is still omg situation ..
today nothing much happened..
except that today took height and weight.. yea..
like i grew?? i cant be 167cm rite?? like that is
too much .? like maybe i am around `165 to 166 cm ler..
teacher might be wrong.. i am sure and i wont accept i
am 167cm .. not now.. cos i dont want to grow anymore..
like seriously T_T
and i freaking gained 2 more kilos..
Darina was hilarious using me as my height.. hahahas..
like asking me to stand straight blablabla..hahahahs:D
like she is 163cm but teacher put 161cm ..?
like GOD!? like 2cm difference... T_T
haishhh...
den after pe got dnt.. me and yanie was in the same grp
while nisa and darina was in another. so we were separated :(
and we have to do this project thingy and they were like
damn racist.. AISH?!?!
and, after that i was like laughing damn badly during science
cos theo was like damn confused with the ruler thingy damn
retarded.. like darina was like damn stress with her partner and
friends :Dhehe..
while i am stressed out with theo asking me how to do the ruler
thingy..
and then got one time he got so stress and told ms loke that
he have soccer and cant do that thing and ms loke said everyone
else is also playing soccer and den he was like wtf to Darina..haha
!!
hehe^^ teacher is getting aish...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
den mt after that maths and i was like damn noisy and darina
was like laughing along with me.. but i was like
cant keep myself controlled.. hehe^^
oh cant wait tomorrow mv of no other and also eclipse!!!!!
SCREAM WITH ME PEOPLE!!!!!!!!
hehe^^
i'm off ~

i saw you today , i may say that sometimes i wish you were near
but that didnt mean i want to see you everytime and i still love you,
it just hurts, you know ?