2 months more till the last goodbye .
2 months more till i no longer will ever see him again .
What am i gonna do ?
is this how it feels like when it is farewell ?
Why must i feel the pain ?
why must i feel all this feelings and he doesnt =.=
.....
yeah , the feeling kept coming back, no matter how hard i tried to keep
telling myself , i am over you and done . but no , whenever you appear ,
i start to smile for no reason . but the funny thing is that , i remembered
i managed to get you out of my mind but it only lasted a week maybe?
maybe if i tried harder it will help me forget you as these months passes by .
in the first place , could i even erase you from this mind and remove you from my heart?
sometimes i am tired of waiting for you ,
tried of waiting for you when i know i will never be with you ,
tired of all this looking from a distance , =.=
.......
Why must i fall for you in the first place?
Why must you make me fall in love with you ?
if we didnt met , if i didnt see you , maybe all these wouldnt have happened
and my heart wouldnt get broken . Worst still . it wouldnt be broken by you .
.......
i used to dont even care about you , i used to be just normal and my heart dont
even start to flutter when you're near but something about you this year ,
just makes it alot of difference . Loving you was my punishment , because the more
i love you , the more i think of you , the more i freaking see you ,
the more the pain in my heart starts to deepen and swell .
.......
Cant you understand my heart?
Why cant you answer me when i shout I Love You to you ,
.........
you going to leave soon as months goes by , as days goes by ,
and i know i cant even say goodbye to you ,
you would never know me and neither will you forget me .
but i know , i will never forget you ...
.......
As much as i wanted to forget you ,
i just cant .
that is the pain of a one sided love T.T
neomu , saranghae~
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