it hurts...

It hurts . you know?

the feeling you get when you like someone but when they see you

its like they try to avoid you and ignore you.

It hurts more knowing that maybe ,

you wont return my feelings again...

Why cant we just talk ?

i know its awkward but i dont want to be the first one

starting the freaking conversation...

Like this quote, "i want to talk to you but i'm scared i sound desperate and annoy you"

:(

sighs... this whole thing has been in my head for a year

yet, i havent been telling anyone.. because i know people will just laugh at me:/

if i said i want you back, what will you say?

if i said i love you again , willl you accept it?

if i said, lets start over, will you agree?

all i'm hoping for is to be with you and be happy,

this past few days , months deep inside i kept feeling,

the feeling of pain and insecure...

i'm scared of being rejected...

but please...?

it hurts too much because it is still in my mind ..

and i hate the feeling...

seriously...

ps. so long never blog then yasmin suddenly sms me about my blog so i might as well blog...