it hurts so bad that you will never know , and you will never feel my pain
I wonder what it will be like if you were mine and i was yours,
and how you will treat and how nice it was to even hold you hand around .
or how you put you arm around me like you did to her or even walk around
school with only you by my side . But those things are just my dream , my fantasy ,
my freaking daydreaming world that no one will know . Why cant for once,
i will be able to be awake and live the dream ? and you were mine . i guess
it will never happen will it -.-
my sad story of love...
i need to stop writing about my sad love life because it just reminds me of him.
i have to go back to my normal cheerful post. right?
maybe i will start tomorrow . but not today .
when darina not online , i tend to think about him and it is not a good habit.
i have to shake it off . he keeps coming back to my mind.
and it is not getting any better as he is leaving me .
and leaving me and will never know my feelings for him .EVER.
will i ever find someone who wll hold me in his arms?
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