I was thinking about you again today and i cant seem to stop myself from posting all this
freaking type of post because this is how i truly feel right now .
just now at class while i was talking to darina , we found out that we were left
with 25 more school days and then it is farewell for us to see them .
where were you today?
why cant i see you ? i wanted to see you . i wanted to see your face . i havent seen your face
for a week . and i missed it . why is it then when i search for you , you werent there but
when i am broken and dont even wish to see you , you always appear before me.
when i need you , you are not there , when i dont even want you , you appear ,
why are you doing this to me? it is hurting me . Cant for once you love me?
even if it is just a freaking moment and hug me and tell me you love me ?
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i dont want farewell ... i dont want to wait for a time where i can see you ,
i want see you everyday , but i know i cant ....
and i will never will ...
and i found something so true ...
Here’s to the kids who try their hardest to be good enough for everyone; who spend hours reading random love quotes to find the right one; who wait online for that one certain person to sign on just to say hello; who listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics mean a lot; who deserve so much more than they get and are willing to fight for it and whose wish upon a shooting star was wasted on someone that will never care.
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