Friday, October 15, 2010

i cant believe this is goodbye..

i cant believe you are gone. no longer the guy i wanted to see most in school . no longer able to see your face any longer. you're gone. now i really hate the word goodbye . even though you hurt me , even though you broke my heart many times without knowing. i still love you . but now , there is no one for me to love anymore. the guy had already left. without saying goodbye to me , he just left. without turning back to see whether i was there. because i know in his eyes i am just another girl in school who has nothing to do in his life. but deep inside, i am the girl who will cry whenever i see a picture of him with someone , or even make my heart beat so fast whenever he's near. it is so wonderful the feeling . i will never forget but i want that feeling to stay forever in me. :'( i guess, my love for you the past months are just wasted but something in me says that i dont regret loving you . because , you are the first guy ever to broke my heart, make me fall in love deeper,the guy whom i cried for, the person who made my heart beat like crazy and lastly , you are first guy who left me without me able to confess my love to you.

what to do ? this is my fate. but i hope fate let us meet one day because i know i will miss you so much . and dying to see your face once again :( i was out just now , hoping to see you , there was so many upper secs in lot one but maybe it was just my luck i guess. i thought i saw you but it was different person.. :'( whoa, i open facebook , and there , your face :'(

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