i'm just tired of all this. you already left. i didnt even say goodbye . you were so near yet we were so far. i didnt even went up to you and say goodbye. i just stood there but i didnt even look at you. i know when i look at you , this heart of mine will just start hurting and it will start to swell .because of you , i dont know how many times my heart had gotten swollen . you were just there right in front my eye for the last time but i didnt even do anything . i just let you leave without any goodbye. if i were given a chance to hug you , i would. i definitely would. if only i could be in your arms? :( sadly it is just my imagination .so this is it then. no more anticipation to see you and no more heart beating like it is gonna explode. no more that smile i always get to see whenever you talk to your friend. it is all gone now isnt it? i just have to accept it. but promise me one thing even though you dont even know i existed , that you will come back and let me see you again. because oppa , Saranghae....so i was given a chance to see him for the last time today . even though we were near , i was so far to even say anything. i wasnt even given a chance to say goodbye because i know , i will just be a pathetic person saying that to him as a stranger as him and i are strangers.... Well , no more ______ in my life. anymore... i am freaking in love with you . urghhh.... :X :x :x anyway, went lot one with yanie and darina, had fun and alot of laughters at least it stop me from thinking what is actually happening in my mind. it sort of let me be in peace for a while like as though it didnt happened. like all this wouldnt happened. it was all a dream and i would wake up and things will just be back like it used to be. but too bad , this is reality and this is my fate. :( i have to accept it right?
will fate bring us together?
will i see you again ?
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