if i could turn back time i would ,

hey , darina look ! hyuk is waiting for you to forget that person completely
and hyuk is praying for you will be happy :) HEHEHES:D

so ,

this is my first post :D

yea.. now after reading Darina blog about my blog song ..

i can seriously realised that i can freaking relate to the song once

he will leave this school next year where i will no longer see him ..

like in the lyrics it said..

how much should i suffer?

and how much should i cry ?

for you to come back to me..

i noe you wont come to me...

and i can only dream about it

i dunno what to describe the feeling once he leave my life and i will

no longer see him in the canteen or even anywhere else.. i dun even

know how i will feel after that .. is it happiness once he left? or is it

the other way round ? will i feel even more heartbroken and lost then?

sometimes when i see you now , i wish i could look at you longer but

i cant bring myself to because looking at you just reminds me of how

you made my heart broken and made me cry without even you noticing it..

i dunno why but at times, i wish i could rewind where my love for you was

just there and i wont be heartbroken and hurt and love you silently and

my heart will still stay just fine..

just like in a lyrics of a song ..

'it would have been better if i never met you ' :(

i know Darina will understand how i am feeling right now cos she is in

the same situation .. Darina been through worse because he is always

appearing right before her when she dont want him at all... how would you

feel after someone broke your heart unknowingly and then you will

always see him smiling like nothing had happened ? it hurts alot right?

yeap.. that is how exactly how me and Darina felt..

..

will i be okay when you left ?

Darina you so wish you are the one he hugged right?

see, he is crying and you are crying cos that heart of yours is hurting right?

and look not just you is crying .. he is too .. and so he needs a hugged and

imagine that you and not eeteuk :D