why is it that i no longer think of you as much ?

once again , i'm confused ...

and once again one situation to another situation is occuring ..

why is this ?

last year , we were much more merrier ...

we had lots of laughters last year ..

but why is it this year we are all falling apart?

why everyone having this situations whereby no one

seems to understand clearly except the person itself?

why cant we be like last year ?

why cant we just be happy and forget past events?

but wait... it is not easy forgetting awful events..

can we be much more happier now and say farewell to

all the hurts we faced this year and the upcoming events?

please.. it is our last year together ... :) we might not have another chance :)

i'm lost and mixed feelings....

why do i get this feeling like i dont really think of you that much anymore?

why do you seem to drift apart from me further and further?

now when i see you , now when i see your name,

my heart dont really skips a beat or beats damn fast?

has my feelings for you starts to fade ?

have i stopped loving you ?

is this really goodbye and forget for me?

i dont know.. the feeling i have for you now ,

cant be described at all .. i cant find the perfect words for it..

maybe i was so hurt that time , that the feeling of loving you ,

just dont hurt any longer ?

maybe i was so hurt and in pain that i cant bear it any longer ?

maybe seeing you and her all the time , had made me realised

that i was waiting for you in my dreams only?

i dont know what i feel about you right now ...

is this feeling still called love ? or is it the feeling of being hurt

so many times and trying and succeeding in letting go that person?

let my heart takes it times to forget you completely then i get the answer..

posting again today ...

hmmm ..

today went IMM and god did i i wen to cotton on and bought a long tee and

a damn tights .. yeapp .. you heard me tights,, it is the first ever one i owned

in my little fourteen years of my life ~

i didnt tot of buying it at first but my sister persuaded me in buying it and the

next thing i noe , i paid for it alr..

HAHAHAHA!!

erm... finished my homework alr by today ! happy me and i'm free~

tmr goin out again ... haishhhhhh...

tired uh...

but hu cares ? hahahahas!! anyway ,

goonnna watch family outing cos got KIM HEECHUL people!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahas:D

ending here..

study hard people!!

-nora-