How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had?

EXAMS EXAMS EXAMSS!!!!

it is COMING!!!
yesterday had MT exams ~

haishhh..

okay i guess ?

wanted to go on hiatus but hmmm .. seems like i cant

stop touching the laptop -.-"

haishhh..

it like i wake up , i will just use it

and i go wan go sleep i will use it without thinking..

how to stop ?

haisshhhhh...

why no one tag me one ?

SAD SAD SAD SAD .....

i'm like still stucked to parachute .. okayy ..

maybe a little so listening to other songs now..

hmmm..

studyin hard now..

i finished one of the Maths revision ..plannning to

finish all my homework by today ,, so guai rite ?

hahahhaas!!

bored uh ...

hmm.... cant wait for SJ mv teaser and the real MV !

alot of people said it is coming out on the 5 MAY !!!

the teaser i mean.. well i'll be like damn waiting ?!?!?1

AHHAHAHAH!!!

hmm... yesterday went do the choices thingy wif Darina,

yeap! we choosing the same thing cos we wan be in same class

and also get extra grades up.. cos if u choose e add maths thingy,

like higher chance get in JC!! :D happiness.

my sis says kays.. this is like damn random ,

but , ST Andrews , Anglo - Chinese , Hwa Chong .. has alot of

HEHEHEHEHES!! [Darina should noe what i am talking bout.]

OMG SITUATION PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway ,

goodbye~

LOL!

hahahhas

-nora-

i promise i wont be like this anymore?

ermm..

hey people !

maybe this is last post of the week ..

cos i am goin on HIATUS PEOPLE!!!!

yep! hiatus!!

hahahahas..

hey , MYE is out already uh .. i cant fool around

so much anymore -.-"

i need to be more serious..

i cant be laughing and joking and also freaking thinking

bout unimportant things rite now at this moment..

i dont want to drop to normal next year...

anyway ,

hmmm .. today had english oral ppl ..

and god was mr greg damn weird..

like instead me saying good afternoon , he said it instead

to me like hello nora ,

LOL!

hahahahhaas...

den blahblalah went home wif my twinn :D [DARINA]

den nth happened ...

tmr got mother tongue paper can ppl like cry and scream

wif me now ?

haishhh ..

never mind..

goodbye~

saw you again today ,

but you were not alone,

someone ask me why i look so emo ,

cant you see who's infront and who he is with?

cant you see how hurt i am ?

how cant i stop this feeling?

but something inside me is still happy seeing you..

-nora-

if i could have that one wish ,

hmmm ...

i guess this week i will be like damn busy ..

so dunno when i can like freaking update my blog uh..

like maye update after a few days..

other than that i have to freaking study for my MYE !!

like seriously no joke..

and i am gonna be serious in my work now,...

i dont want to freaking flunk anything rite now!

HEHEHE!

hmmm..

anyway ,

today nth happened but ran 2.4 km..

finally i passed..

me and yanie was like running den we past each other

and ran together but both just kept breathing and runnin

but nvr even talked and silence was occurring .. :)

hahahhas...

den recess , yanie , nisa , me and darina was like dead ..

i felt like sleeping and laying down in aircon room ..

haisshhhh .. but too bad anything i said didnt happened anyway..

den blahblah..

after school had maths test .. i find quite easy ..

blahblah..

den i went home uh .. and OMG situation people..

ending here people..

short post today ..

cos tired uh....

byebye

-nora-

I love you like this without anyone knowing,

hmmm...

which clothing looks nicer on me ??

HAHAHAHAS!! lame uh ! cos nth to do uh ..that is why..

anyway ,

wad happened to school basically alot of tests people..

like we had sci and geo test today , GOD?!

haishhh ..

okayy .. early in e morning , we took e damn early bus to school ,,

reach skol at 0640 ? damn early..

den went it school .. skipskip ..

got e on stage thingy den we had to go up stage give out

the prefects thingy .. haishhh..

den feel damn paiseh there... like even kyu nyer matair was

also there... like can this be any worse??

saw bdk suker weilun too .. smiling in the corner, bdk tinggi too~

CUTENESS BDK TINGGI!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAS!!

anyway ,

backstage was like damn noisy well , darina cant stop laughing,

weilun cant stop playing wif e curttains and stuffs..

and damn irritating...

-.-"

den skipskipskipskip farfar...

found out something , during music lesson .. like are u kidding me ,

she changed it ? like god just to be there together wif that guy ?

haiyoo....

blahblahblah ...

like she said she dont care! GODNESS!!!

haishhh..

anyway ,

after school , went home wif darina , saw bdk cermin mata hijau

den we were like talkin bout him slightly cos he took e us wif

us lerh .. hahahahas :D

lol...

like he touch my clone or twin darina called her .. BAG?

like he touch her bag? hahahahs,,,

kay only darina may understand this uh..

like if it was me.. OMG situation here people..

ahahahahas..

kays den went back home and ate..

and didnt sleep ? surprisingly ... HAHAHAHAs

kays.. good nite people~

saw you today ,

but something is not right...

-nora-

I believed love was happiness ...

"sarangeun haengbogira mitgo isseonneunde"

chey , chey , singing song seyy .. hahahahas :D love e song TTM!!

yeapp! wondering wad song ? LOL ! erm... it is my blogsong called

'Love Is Punishment' nice song ..

love the meanings cos it is like damn true for goodness sake..

like me and darina type of situation ..

kaykays..

in morning as usual went canteen den blahblah ..

den yanie was talking den no one answer or listen

but i always listen to wad she says.. kan yanie?

:)

den hmmm... talk about someone , and darina u should noe hu ..

like damn random and wrong .. but he could freaking make it..

den got recess period ,

den we all finished eating den yanie decided to buy her freaking chicken,

but me and darina wanted to sit in front of the toliet and dance

run devil run den i told her tat i wan chicken too so we followed yanie,

den suddenly, like out of the blue ,

someone started shaking , her legs was like shaking and she was bending

down at e canteen bench .. me and darina laughed cos we thought

she was playing around .. den her hands freaked me out cos it started

to freaking moved people for no reason ..

den nisa asked darina , to read e selawat but darina panicked and

kept goin backwards and i started to laughed cos it was pathetic actually..

den blahblah skipskip , den got maths period , den freaking me and darina,

heard screaming from 2/6 area there .. wad else could it be if it is not

her and friends ? we wanted to check out but we are in a lesson ..??

den yanie go help teacher out den she went and investigate , hmmm..

it was them! like kena another girl now.. it is pass down.. kays...

i am even having a damn odd feeling right now .. i am scared too ..

like in this school this thing will freaking happened ?

and it was like raining damn heavily with lightning ???? haishhh

den cikgu yasmin came blahblah den everything was okay .. alhamdullilah ~

den tmr got to do something on stage!! and people STAGE ? haishh..

has to stand beside Principle .. hiashhhh...

den skipskip ...

EL lesson was boring , damn bored cos need to crossword ..

okayy .. ending here ...

byebye

didnt see you today ,

maybe it would be better ...

but if only i could see you and

it is me you are gonna see ...

why am i like this ?

can i cry right now ?

tmr alr monday ler...

so damn fast can ?

haiz...

i want more holidays now..

dunno why .. hahahahahahs :D

exam this friday , oral this wednesday ..

wad is this ??? so damn fast .. time is like flying here ppl..

changed blogskin yea ? hahahahas :D

bored ....

just finish watching star awards ... kays... random~

hmmm....

lazy uh .. wan to post so ..

byebye den ...

no one wan to tag me leh ..

sad leh....

-nora-

i had given up maybe i did ....

this is my last emo post ....

and e first post of the day ,

i don't wan to laugh, because i noe it's not going to help,

buti don't wan to cry, because it will

just make me feel even more worse.

i felt like my heart is breaking, and no

matter wad he had done to me,

it feels impossible to stop loving him.

tat is the confusing part,

i don't know why, i just do,. And den,

after a few weeks,

i had finally feel a sense of relief, like i'm getting happy again,

but i know inside that i'm just lying to myself. n after a few more

days ,i'm back to where i'm started ....

i thought i gotten over him, but really,

i just stopped showing it to my

friends the truth of wad i am feeling...

n i can't help but to show it again. n no one understands how i feel,

and how deep i am hurting,

he don't know the true pain i felt carrying each and everyday now,

and suddenly i just break down,the tears just starts flowing,

my friends says,

"It will be okay…” But i know it won't.

And tat’s the truth, it won’t. And i look back on all of

the hurt i had from this, and i realize

tat i was retarded doing all this..

i'm still hurt, but i had learned to hide it so that everyone thinks i'm like okay.

So now every time i see him, i know that i still love him,

and i could feel my heart trembling inside , screaming out,

but for some reason he cant hear it because he is not mine...

-nora-

i have to let you go but my heart wont let me ...

erm ps e title is wrong for e pic ... hehehehes:D
hey guys ...

posting again ..

:)

miss yanie cos she had to do the npcc thingy,

haizh ... was kinda quiet without yanie -.-"

IMY YANIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SEE YA TOMORROW!!!

but we had fun ...

......

saw him today ... was happy but i have this mixed feelings inside me..

it is confused ...

i dont know whether , it is i still like you feeling or a i am pissed i

am still seeing you everywhere...

i may be trying to stay calm and not smile , but deep down ...

it is a different story ...

darina wrote this ..

Nora, and I know you still have feelings for kyu as much as I do.

But you're just keeping it to yourself, and not letting us see it.

I know what yotu're feeling, so tell me

...

how i wish i could but i myself is confused and lost right now..

is it obivious ?

i am trying my very best to hide it ...

i cant get myself hurt anymore ...

i cant bear to get hurt anymore by some guy who

dont even notice me at all..

it is too damn hard to let go ..

maybe it will take a while .. but it will fades just wait and see..

let darina said , it will go away naturally ....

listening to love is punishment makes me cry too ...

it really is us kinda of situation ...

it just makes my tears fall ... i tried to hide it so i just

tried to sleep so it wont fall ...

well , that's it ... i cant help it anymore..

now when i see my friends with their love ones,

i felt like crying ...

it is a feeling i cant descibe it is not jealousy but something else..

they seem so happy ~

well , i am here heartbroken ....

how could i ever stop all this ?

if i cant run away from what is happening ?

erasing you but am i strong enough ?

erm .....

getting better and me trying to forget you is working in process...

and it is having an improvement..

i dont really smile when i walked past you ,

i didnt freaked out like a mad person when you walked past..

i just kinda getting used to this right now..

slowly it is gonna fade but how much longer ?

how much longer must i wait to forget you ?

maybe a month ? half a year ? i dont know..

it will take time but i am sure i will never forget you

completely cos i have hidden you inside my heart and

it hurts to dig it back out ....

some people might understand and others do not :)

well people ,

just bear with me now ... this emo thingy post will end by the

end of the week ... by the end of next week ,

i am gonna post my usual self and happy goin on kinda post

okay ..

so bear with it and TAG pls PEOPLE!!!!! <3<3

-nora-

didnt see you , maybe it is telling me to stop searching for you

hmmm ...

i'm i really done searching for you ?

i'm i really done waiting for you ?

but why is there still the feeling of love in my heart that is for you ?

didnt see you at all today ...

wanted to wait and find you but it will all be

so damn retarded and worthless..

cos it is not me you are going to meet....

when i see my friends having someone ,

it feels nice doesnt it ?

of course it does....

well... what could i do ?

you have already stolen my heart ...

-nora-

you'll never know how it feels like ....

one word for today ...

SICK!!!!

like i having cough and flu again ~

cough usually in the morning and flu normally

almost everytime one..

tired and weak uh..

tmr got fnn test ?? OMG??

haizz....

heck care uh .. never liked fnn anyway ..

so -.-

-nora-

if i had never met you , i will never felt this pain

why arent these feelings going away?

why is it that when i see you , i started to giggle and smile?

it was alright the first time but the feelings just came back ..

why is it so hard ?

why do i feel hurt and happy at the same time when i see you ?

and wanted to cry when i see you ?

i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore when i see you ..

maybe if i never met you , this pain will never be felt ..

maybe if i didnt like , i wouldnt love you that badly

my heart hurts every time I love you ...

if only i could turn back time...

if only all this was just a dream ...

that i could wake up from .. but its not..

every now and then , i still ,

without anyone knowing, at a place where you aren't there, i'll say I love you

why am i still doing this ?

maybe because i still love you ...

-nora-

i'm trying so hard to forget you ,

why can i do now ?

i am still searching out for you out of habit..

i am still having the urge to see you ,

i need to stop , i cant let this go on forever...

i dont seem to like it at all..

i dont want to get hurt anymore .. i dont want the

pain any longer...

one day , one day i will be able to forget you

completely ... trying now...

my heart is feeling uneasy lately ..

it is weird now that in class , me and darina is like suddenly

listening to teacher attentively and damn in e mood to do e

questions ask .. we dont freaked out like usual ... we are more

quiet now... Daniel , they all said that we are acting differently in

class now .. did our actions showed of how we felt now ?

did they saw what had happened ? were we that different ?

but i hate it that they dont know we are in this situation ..

we no longer like them , dont even speak their names infront

of us please.. i dont want them to be in my mind...

we are now a little bit quiet and just havin a blank face most

of the time , not alot of those weird noises and stuffs like that..

...

it was weird not finding you anymore...

it is the first ever time , i tried not to find you ...

didnt even see you , which makes me glad ..

i dont even want to see your face , cos it just makes me cry..

i dont know why , it just does...

maybe it will take time to get over you ...

but i will try my best and hope it does fade away soon as possible..

not in the mood to post anymore uh .. stopping here..

and thanks Atikah and Nisa for the comfort :D

there are alot of guys out there ? [erm ... are you sure ? with this face of mine?]

haizzz....

yea... girls tears are precious ...

trying best not to waste it on him :(

thanks ALOT~

-nora-

is this the end ? is this what i wanted ? i have no other choice

erm .... posting again today .. if you dont want to get bored on reading this

emo -ly post den dont read i am not forcing you ..

well , you all know him rite ? you all know who i am going to refer to rite?

well , i am giving him up ..

i cant stand you all saying his name when he is near ..

i cant stand you especially that particular someone who says we dont stand

a chance with him .. well , i'm not that dumb to think he will actually like me ..

cant i just not like him ?

dont you know it hurts alot ? dont you know what i am feeling inside ?

dont you know that part of my heart just broke apart even though i was

laughing outside ? did you all know that fake smile of mine ?

...

i used to like seeing you .. it only been 3 month of me liking you and i had

already given you my heart .. but you didnt take it .. well , why would you

take it because you already have someone ... dont you know it hurts damn alot

to see you smiling to other girls or anyone but not me ? it this what it means when

you love a stranger , the chances of getting hurt is higher ?

why cant you remember that we used to be on the same CCA ? dont you

remember that time you came to our class and ask for us ? dont you

remember it at all ? why is it so hard just to call me and say hi to either

me or darina ? why cant you just freaking smile to either one of us ?

i used to want to see you everyday and anywhere and wish that we will

bumped into each other but now i just feel like you are everywhere and

it irks me.. i wanted to cry but my tears has already dried up from crying

after i seen you with her and finding out the damn truth ...

did you even know i cried ? did you even notice me when we walked pass ?

thinking again , i felt pathetic and retarded to wait for you after school ,

to freaking waste my time searching for you , to freakingly get hyper after

seeing your face ... Pathetic was the word .. waitin in the corner with Darina ,

waiting like some retards .. but did we even know what we were doing

was damn embarrasing ? we giggled and laughed but did we know , what the

rest was thinking when they saw us ? i even used to think you will notice us

one day .. but that was just a wishful thinking of mine ... was i really that dumb?

loving someone in silence hurts doesnt it ? loving someone who wont return the

same love to you , it just breaks your heart doesnt it ?

well , yes it did ...

tired of waiting , tired of looking for you , tired of pathetically loving someone

whom dont even know you , tired of all this !! why did you just have to steal

this heart of mine ? knowing you wont be mine , i waited for you ... was i

seriously lovesick ?

too lovesick i dont even notice what i did was wrong ? and retared ?

too lovesick to notice wad we did was damn pathetic and lame...

getting happy even though that smile wasnt for me ?

-.-"

stopping this will be the best choice for me and darina. ..

we cant stand being hurt and heartbroken any longer..

we cant stand being tease because of them any longer..

we cant stand looking at the person we love from a distance ..

we cant stand it all anymore..

just letting it go and saying goodbye .... :(

thanks to all my Best Friends who had been there with me and

didnt tease us but support us instead..

THANK YOU !!

falling for you was my biggest mistake ,

it hurts to know you will never know this ,

didnt give it to you on purpose , cant figured out how you

stole my heart without me knowing ...

but i will never forget you even if i hate you ...

-nora-

after all i tried to do , to stay away from loving you

HAHAHAHA !!!

erm ....

start of the day . blahblahblah today got assembly ..

skipskip .. den PE .. whoa .. how pathetic can our

class be ? LOL ! only 10 people played captain's ball ?

and i am losing my energy damn fast now ..

dunno why .. like i get damn tired easily now -.-"

need to get my stamina quick now .. like now..

haizzz.....

blahblahblah ... recess... and they just had to have

e same recess as us ... and not gonna blog in full

details .. if you see them just keep it to yourself pls..

i noe what you saw and i noe you noe wad i mean :D

den got mt lesson ... well teacher didnt come so,

me and darina and the others were listening to songs.

and me and darina got addicted back to CRY!

got e lyrics of the song ... AISH!!!! -.-"

reminds me of someone ...

den got EL lesson and we have to write a compo ,

and me and darina and yannie chose B ,

like e title we chose is e best title ? hahahas ...

den me and darina was like so into it ?

but i have to stop writing long long compos if not

alot of errors.. and will lose marks rite ? and some

are personal so i cant share it ler ... :D too bad -.-

anyway ,

went home straight and saw people ... okayy...

like i acted like nth happened .. i have to .. :(

den omg situation at lot one area ppl !!

hahahhas :d

well , basically that is all ~

bye~

-nora-

i want someone to hold back these tears for me,

posting again today ...

GOD wad a tiring day was today ... -.-"

morning took e bus wif darina as usual ...

den was laughin or mostly smiling of something ...

HAHAHAHAHAS!!!!

den reached school ...

blahblahblah ..

met yannie and nisa in the canteen :D

den skipskip .......

hmmmm.....

F&N , never bring textbook cos left under the desk ,

den need write 200 words reflection ... haizzz.....

damn tiring ... LOL! obiviously ?

den erm .....

cant remember much uh -.- "

not alot of things happened today at all ...

nth interesting ....

hmmmm.......

maths was really into it with darina ..

like we paid attention to ms su .. WOW rite ?

yea..... HAHAHAHAHAS :D

dunno why darina dont want go JC wif me -.-"

sadness ... -.-" den go alone [if i got in] without my twinn :(

maybe find others hu wan go wif me instead?

hahahahas :D

searching in progress..... cos twinn not goin , she wans go poly

instead .. suddenly she changed ... GOD ?

anyway ,

today didnt stayed back or anything ...

so went back straight .. yeapp ...

so this is it den ..

byebye!

-nora-

where were you when i wanted to see you ?

whoa ...

today went musical ...

but first met darina and nisa at the LRT ..

den i saw someone ,well not just me , darina too..

haahahahahs :D den met yannie and weilun at the yewtee mrt...

den went off at causeway point ....

walkwalkwalk first ... like damn hungry but continued walking..

den went toliet and weilun called me a rocker. .

LOL :D

hahahahahas :d yeapp...

den after that met ms loke ~ ate at banquet ..... the malay girls

all eating chicken rice while e other two just ate other things..

racist ? LOL .. JKJKJK..

den told stories about some people here and there...

:D -.-"

and ms loke was damn shocked to hear about it ..

den after that , hmmm .... went arcade and took neoprint

with nisa , yannie , ms loke and me and darina~

nicenice~ was kinda cramped inside but wadever ~ :D

turned out nice! ms loke took a picture of e neoprint and it

was damn clear .. said gonna upload e pictures soon ...

GOD .. minho and kyu ! but i have a feeling minho will look

at it and comment ... -.- " hope not ... just my thinking...

den after that walk walk to republic poly ... nice walk cos it

was cooling with the wind ... yup ~ cooling ~

den listen to songs along the way ...

den went it and hahahahhahahs .. took e tickets... and whoa was

kyu gf damn pretty .. love wad she wears ttm HERE.... like no wonder

, she is pretty ... kyu could like die ? ....

den me and darina was like saying we look damn plain , so darina decided

to do something about our hairs ... DARINA'S GREAT PLAN !!!!

hahahahhahas :D

cute + nice .. we didnt look that plain anymore...

okayyy ... love the musical ... like damn cool and nice...

like me and darina wanted to follow them and dance..

it just tempting us so much .... like was damn excited ... :)

like i cant believe i will love the musical ? hahahahhas ...

yup !!! love it ppl!!!

anyway , after the show ,

me and darina went back causeway and ate at long john..

was looking and finding people but wad we saw was not

wad we were intending to see ... saw the others but not

them ... disppointed ...

den went took e mrt , and saw someone .. wad he wore

was so unexpected too .. like tot he was gonna wear

something else but it turns out nicer,......

hahahhahas :d

well , after that went back home ...

will i ever find someone?

I hope just once that you will see me

posting for today :D

hmmmm.....

nth much happened ...

nth much interesting happened at school today ..

except i didnt fail my science ! i got 8 for my test

out of 10 ! okay rite ? hahahahahas :D

yanie sat beside us again during lessons :D

hahahhas :D

hmmmm........

wad else ?

i only remember after school when we wanted to go

home ,

OMG situation people! like omg he looks so much

like minho regent.. like e face and everything !

like not kidding at all ...

like he turned and saw his face and we suddenly

tot of minho cos it was e the same :D

hahahahhas :d

wad a coincidence rite?

LOL!

well , that is about all people ...

to nisa,

i noe you wouldnt give a damn or care at all about this ,

but erm... we are trying to have a conversation with

you and asking whether you are okay ,

i noe you are still sad ,

but can you at least speak a word to us ?

like we have this awkward silence among us now ,

like , erm .... i noe what we did was wrong but at

least we said sorry , i noe you said we no need to

cheer u up and i am so not cheering you up here..

just telling you that we cant keep this goin on ..

just because of this small matter which could

occur like anytime now. .

pls , let us go back to normal pls....

:)

sometimes in life , we have to be alone at times..

-nora-

i'm confused , you ended me up falling for you more

posting again today ...
short post maybe :D
kays before i start posting ,
to NISA
sorry nisa , i didnt mean to hurt ur feelings
by not letting you come to e library ,
really i am ..
hope u forgive me ...
pls , dun take it seriously ...
sorry nisa :D
ILY!!
erm.... went back frm school at 4 like that?
rite?
den guess wad ? took same bus as kyu AGAIN ?! :d
like already e fourth time sak ...
hahahahhas :D
like i tot it was just some random guy wif nice hair,
and was about to tell darina wen she suddenly tell
me that it is kyu and we were damn retarded in e bus..
okayy..
stop HERE ...
anyway ,
today at school damn hyper and i cant stop laughing
like seriously ... hahahhahas :D
like drank three bottles of drink today..
ate two burgers ? and three hotdogs wif darina?
hahahhas :D yeapp .. hungry ...
erm....
dunno wad else sia..
oh , now i noe who can teach me and darina maths alr :D
ahahhahs..
thanks ! i think i get it on how to do uh ~ :D
o.o yeapp . we are finally and trying harder to accomplish
our tiny mission :D hopes it does work!!!
FIGHTING
so maybe i will stop here ..:d
bye~

-nora-

what kind of medicine are you, that i can’t give it up

one word for today :D
._. SICK !!!
like my flu is killing me ..
my cough is like a non-stop situation ..
getting sicker instead of being well ..
haizz..
tired and weak ..
but gonna continue laughing cos that
makes me happy and not weak :D
but i seriously need get freaking well..
people getting sick nowadays..
i think it is the season...
hahahhaas :D
well , that it ..
tired uh ...
:D
oh before i forget are u kidding wif jonghyun's
hair ???

hahahhas :d
cute uh !!

-nora-

I foolishly loved you, I saw you everyday out of habit

yesterday was my birthday :D hahahhas :D
now it has ended ... whoa .. cant believed i'm
14 already .. isnt it abit too fast ? haizz..
but wad to do ? anyway ,
yesterday went vivo and was intending to buy
my crumbpler but the shop was not available ..
so my mom promised to bring me to paragon next week..
-.-"
have to wait ppl . hahahahas :D
but at least i bought something :D hahahahas :d
anyway ,
that was yesterday .. and thanks to everyone who wishes
me a happy birthday especially nisa who was e first one
to wish me a happy birthday and yanie who woke me up
at 2 am in e morning :d hahahahs :d
thanks alot to rest ! ,
so wad happened today ?
hmmm..
had fnn , den blahblahblah ...
i was like dying in e morning in e bus . i cant breathe.
like my throat was like in pain and i cant stop
coughing and everytime i start coughing , i will
feel like vomiting -,-" wad a sad life in e bus..
still sick though .. and not getting well ..
-.-" sadness in despair ~
LOL
cant stop laughing wif darina during EL and teacher
was like asking us to stop and said that darina
sucked in gas and cant stop laughing ..
LOL!
well , den accompanied darina awhile ..
den wen home today ..
and god was e bus slow ? hahahhaas :D
like it move so slow that even a person walks faster..
yeapp.. that slow.. ahhahahas :d
well , that is about all.. and o.o yannie and nisa
bought a huge chipmunk doll/bear .. damn cute i tell
.. will post the pic soon :d
ahhahahs :D thanks alot yannie and nisa :d LOVE YA!!!
and darina bought a blazer :D love it ttm ...
nice colour :D <3<3<3 .. will bring e bear to sleep
later at nite .. hahahhasc :D
bye:
so long ~


funny , i didnt even look for you today ..
neither was i sad that i didnt see you today ,
is this feeling fading away ?
i am even feeling happy without seeing you ..
what is going on ?

sometimes things come unexpectedly :D

p.s yannie e pic i tag at FACEBOOK :D
ok? hahahhas
THANKS EVERYONE :D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANKS ALOT!!!
for those who gave me the SJ posters..
damn nice :D
like seriously :) very happy and love it alot <3
i didnt noe u all gonna get it :D
thanks , Yihui , Stephanie , Siyin , Wenqian , jolee , Jiamin , Jiaxin , yingqi ,Daniel , Ms Loke , Wei Lun :D thanks <3
anyway ,
expecting from Darina and nisa and yannie soon..
muahahahhas :d
such an unpatient person :D
LOL!
anyway ,
JIAMIN ! u fooled me -.- "
LOL!
today yea... have debate and won !
hahahas :D
sick uh .. my throat like in pain like seriously ..
den after school watch like 10 mins to 15 mins
of something :D eh , they dun even care ?
like makes me happy !
kept looking and wow - ing and laughing
wif yanie , darina and nisa cos of that sick
doll thingy like yanie seems to love it alot ?
hahahahs :D
like she kept touching it...
hahahahs :D
den blahblahblah ...
ending here cos nth else happened :D
o and e bus .. darina u should noe wad i am talking
about here :D
like i cant freaking stop laughing .
like damn alot can ?
:)
and saw ppl at lot one even though they were
not there but still e friends are there?
ahahhaas:D
happy day today ~
still cant believe they got me presents:d
thanks again~
kept saying thanks :D
muahahhahas
kays~ byes~!!!!


-nora-