i'm trying so hard to forget you ,

why can i do now ?

i am still searching out for you out of habit..

i am still having the urge to see you ,

i need to stop , i cant let this go on forever...

i dont seem to like it at all..

i dont want to get hurt anymore .. i dont want the

pain any longer...

one day , one day i will be able to forget you

completely ... trying now...

my heart is feeling uneasy lately ..

it is weird now that in class , me and darina is like suddenly

listening to teacher attentively and damn in e mood to do e

questions ask .. we dont freaked out like usual ... we are more

quiet now... Daniel , they all said that we are acting differently in

class now .. did our actions showed of how we felt now ?

did they saw what had happened ? were we that different ?

but i hate it that they dont know we are in this situation ..

we no longer like them , dont even speak their names infront

of us please.. i dont want them to be in my mind...

we are now a little bit quiet and just havin a blank face most

of the time , not alot of those weird noises and stuffs like that..

...

it was weird not finding you anymore...

it is the first ever time , i tried not to find you ...

didnt even see you , which makes me glad ..

i dont even want to see your face , cos it just makes me cry..

i dont know why , it just does...

maybe it will take time to get over you ...

but i will try my best and hope it does fade away soon as possible..

not in the mood to post anymore uh .. stopping here..

and thanks Atikah and Nisa for the comfort :D

there are alot of guys out there ? [erm ... are you sure ? with this face of mine?]

haizzz....

yea... girls tears are precious ...

trying best not to waste it on him :(

thanks ALOT~

-nora-