i have to let you go but my heart wont let me ...

erm ps e title is wrong for e pic ... hehehehes:D
hey guys ...

posting again ..

:)

miss yanie cos she had to do the npcc thingy,

haizh ... was kinda quiet without yanie -.-"

IMY YANIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SEE YA TOMORROW!!!

but we had fun ...

......

saw him today ... was happy but i have this mixed feelings inside me..

it is confused ...

i dont know whether , it is i still like you feeling or a i am pissed i

am still seeing you everywhere...

i may be trying to stay calm and not smile , but deep down ...

it is a different story ...

darina wrote this ..

Nora, and I know you still have feelings for kyu as much as I do.

But you're just keeping it to yourself, and not letting us see it.

I know what yotu're feeling, so tell me

...

how i wish i could but i myself is confused and lost right now..

is it obivious ?

i am trying my very best to hide it ...

i cant get myself hurt anymore ...

i cant bear to get hurt anymore by some guy who

dont even notice me at all..

it is too damn hard to let go ..

maybe it will take a while .. but it will fades just wait and see..

let darina said , it will go away naturally ....

listening to love is punishment makes me cry too ...

it really is us kinda of situation ...

it just makes my tears fall ... i tried to hide it so i just

tried to sleep so it wont fall ...

well , that's it ... i cant help it anymore..

now when i see my friends with their love ones,

i felt like crying ...

it is a feeling i cant descibe it is not jealousy but something else..

they seem so happy ~

well , i am here heartbroken ....

how could i ever stop all this ?

if i cant run away from what is happening ?