if i had never met you , i will never felt this pain

why arent these feelings going away?

why is it that when i see you , i started to giggle and smile?

it was alright the first time but the feelings just came back ..

why is it so hard ?

why do i feel hurt and happy at the same time when i see you ?

and wanted to cry when i see you ?

i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore when i see you ..

maybe if i never met you , this pain will never be felt ..

maybe if i didnt like , i wouldnt love you that badly

my heart hurts every time I love you ...

if only i could turn back time...

if only all this was just a dream ...

that i could wake up from .. but its not..

every now and then , i still ,

without anyone knowing, at a place where you aren't there, i'll say I love you

why am i still doing this ?

maybe because i still love you ...

-nora-